♥Grace

2010-11-09T19:50:00.000-08:00

Mugging tmr, and last paper on friday. Awesome max ^^

After that go eat dinner. Tze char okay!

Went town ytd, no loots ): Took photos and i luv the colour on my hair.

Out later to watch movie. hehehe. I wna curl/straighten my hair. So indecisive of me :/

I wna dye my hair soon but before that i must either choose to curl or straighten my hair.

Zzz, i wna work soon too. Money makes the world go round.

How good if i can win the 80k from the mac monopoly thingy. Shall update later.

2010-11-08T07:34:00.000-08:00

CAN'T BELIEVE O'S IS FINISHING, LAST PAPER.

DONT KNOW I WILL DO WELL FOR O'S NOT ):

YEAH, TIME TO ENJOY NOW.

UH, ONE MORE PAPER TO GO ON FRIDAY AND NO MORE STUDYING. YEAHHHH :D

TODAY CAMBRIDGE IS BEING NICE(Y)

HEALTHCARE CAME OUT AND I STUDIED! WANTED TO TURN ARD AND TELL WANJUN 'YES AH' BUT LATER KENA CAUGHT FOR CHEATING. LOL. I GET B4 i happy alr.

F&N BEING SUCHA BITCH, STUDY FUCKING HARD. END UP COME OUT THOSE IRRELEVANT WANT. OKAY, BETTER THAN NEVER STUDY. HOPEFULLY I CAN B3 I ALSO HAPPY ALR THOUGH I WANTED TO GET A2 ):

HAHA. HOLIDAY MOOD LIAO. I CAN BLACKSHOT ALL I WANT, I CAN SHOP, EAT BUFFET GO OUT PLAY, WORK ALL I WANT. HAPPY MAX ^^

HEHE. I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR TO COPPER BLONDE, CURL MY HAIR :D

BUT MONEY DONT COME OUT FROM BACKSIDE ):

I GET SO MOODY WITHOUT YOUR TEXT ):

I DONT WANT TO BE A STUPID TO HAVE A QUARREL WITH YOU BEFORE WE MEET AND AFTER WE MEET ANYMORE. MAKES ME FEEL SO UPSET ONLY. ZZZ.

YEAH, LOOKING FORWARD TO SAT. HEHEHEHEHE.

BEEN SUCHA LONG TIME I GO TOWN & WATCH MOVIE, EAT, SHOP.

ANYWAY, JOB HUNTING NOW. BOOO.

I SHALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN AND PUT PHOTOS IN IT WHEN I'M NOT LAZY :/

2010-11-04T08:38:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to dl blackshot while waiting and i'm here blogging. I guessed nobody bothers to come my blog anymore :D IS OKAY, HAHA.

SO many things happened during this period of time. Dont know how to put it to words and i guessed only closed ones would know what happened.

omg, left with like 3 more papers till the end of o's! i dont know if i would screw my o's up ): i'm just more than contented if i would have 15 points ):

Sigh. Someone is angry with me right now ); So much of being a stupid to put that photo onto fb. Hais. Also not purposely de ): Be it when we say goodbye or when we're meeting soon, something is bound to happen and we'll quarrel. Dont know what else to say ): Just hope over the night you would ease your anger ):

Sometimes, i just dont know who to open up to. Sigh, so much of problems during o's. & now, o's is ending soon. Everything is gna come back again. I know, this is karma.

Okay, once again. A sleepless night. Thanks so much for bringing those tears on my eyes. You would never know how i felt when you said those words. Thanks, and i'm sorry.

2010-09-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

3o DAYS TO O'LEVEL.

it's been almost one month, one week since we broke up. you still can't think.

so many things happened during this period of time. I would say you make me hate you for what you did by smashing the bottle right outside my house. Never did i expect you to do that b'cos i know that was one of the memories we had. Fucking heartpain when i know you did that. And that was the instance that i told myself i've given up everything thoroughly. I cried and cried and cried almost every night during the first few days.

I dont know how to express how i'm feeling now.

B'cos you make me hate you. H.A.T.E is all i can feel now.

What's with all these threatens?! You make me look like i own you a living.

_| Now just b'cos you think that you showed me you're brave enough to do all kind of things when you're angry. I swear if i have the chance i would stab you and let you die. Is either you die or i die.

Or never ever come back. Why can't you just think that i'm not the one for you.

Why can't you just think that i do not belong to you. Why can't you just leave me alone?

Okay, you said i betrayed you b'cos i told you i'll not leave you.

Maybe at the start i'm wrong to patch back. Maybe i'm wrong to hold on to this r/s.

You told me you would make my life miserable and all. Fuck all this shits!

Goodbye to our past, and hello to the present of us becomings friends only. I'm really really tired of everything and really really give up on the both of us. We're through.

When i'm with you, every moment you never fail to make me happy. I dont know why, but i'm really really happy deep down. You might not believe it, you might not know it. Do you know i felt so much happier? Do you know now, i'm so much dependent on you b'cos you're the one to come up on my mind when things happen and i would love to share it with you.

2010-08-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

FUCKING DISAPPOINTED. ARE YOU ONE OF THE REASON TO MY FAILURE?

I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING THAT WAY. SORRY.

TEXT NO ONE ABOUT MY RESULTS, PRACTICALLY NO ONE EXCEPT TATTOO WHICH HE'S OUTFIELD NOW. I DON'T WANT TO FACE THE FACTS, BUT I HAVE TO.

A TERRIBLE FEELING AFTER KNOWING HOW MANY TRIES I HAVE.

ONE AFTER ANOTHER BLOW.

I KNOW I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD, BUT I JUST CAN'T SEEMS TO DO THAT NOW.

HAVE A URGE TO TELL YOU MY RESULTS, BUT I KNOW TEXTING EACH OTHER NOW

WOULD ONLY MAKING ME FEEL WORST.

BEEN ALMOST ONE WEEK TO OUR SEPERATION, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE

LEADING A GOOD LIFE NOW, BUT I HOPE YOU ARE.

EVEN IF YOU'RE NOT, I'M EQUALLY NOT FINE EITHER B'COS I STILL CAN'T FORGET.

PPL DO ASK ME IF THERE'S A CHANCE AND SOME BELIEVED WE WOULD BE TGT AGAIN, BUT I DOUBT THERE WOULD BE THE CHANCE?

B'COS SOMETHINGS, I WOULD'NT KNOW HOW TO GIVE IN.

THERE WOULD ALWAYS BE A CRACK NO MATTER WHAT.

LOST YOU TWICE. WOULDN'T WANT IT TO END UP THRICE.

66 MORE DAYS TO O LEVEL. FEEL SO DOWN, KNOWING THAT ALL YOUR SUBJECTS ARE NOT COPING WELL AND I'M STILL DOING NOTHING EXCEPT PROCRASTINATING, LOOKING FORWARD TO THE LIFE AFTER O'S. WTF?!

OKAY, I NEED TO CHIONG FOR MY CWK. ENDING THIS WEEK. SUI LAHH.

2010-08-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOG. I'M HERE. I' HERE TO LOOK AT THE PAST. I'M HERE TO SAY THAT EVERYTHING HAS ENDED. 080810. THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES, AND I HOPE YOU WOULD TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. SUPPOSED TO GO OUT ON TUESDAY TO SENTOSA WITH YOUR SISTER. BUT NOW? AS MUCH AS I WOULDN'T WANT, BUT EVERYTHING HAS TO COME TO AN END.

心真的很酸很酸

一直重複聽著周傑倫的說了再見

有一句很適合形容現在的心情

“說了再見才發現再也見不到了'

她总是因为一点小事耍脾气，时
间久了，他厌倦了，不像以前那
样哄着她让着她了，他受不了她
的脾气了。
这次是无声的战争，两个人只是
静静地坐着。后来他还是舍不得
看她难过，哄了她。可是她却还
是不肯退步。
他第一次不理她，转身离开。她
想留住他，可那句话怎么也说不
出口。就这样让他离开了。
骄傲的公主再也忍不住泪水了，
她哭了，内心无力的哭泣，她没
想到男孩也会离开她，她没想到
男孩这次真的走了。
男孩子走的这几天，女孩一直都
在想，他这次是不是真的不要我
了……虽然很怕他离开自己，但是
骄傲的公主就是不肯先退步，心
里在等男孩像以前一样回来找
她。
都过了一个星期了，男孩始终没
有联系她。她发现她真的不能没
有他，女孩孤单的坐在地上回忆
着有他的日子，回忆着那点点滴
滴的过去 ~
她无助，她哭泣。刷牙的时候，
没有人再为自己准备好牙膏牙
刷，镜子里面现在是孤单单的一
个人。好想他。
男孩回到自己家，他抽着烟，内
心隐隐作痛，强忍着让自己不去
想她，可还是为她担心，不知道
她自己能不能照顾好自己。
好想让他再回到自己身边，哄着
她，陪着她。看着两个人的照
片，越想越心痛，越想越孤单。
但是那通电话却怎么都拨不出
去，编辑好的短信怎么都发不出
去。
只能靠酒精来麻痹自己，以为喝
醉了就没事了。但是喝醉了更想
她。
两个人都希望可以在看到他
（她）一眼。想在马路上寻找他
（她）的身影，可却总是向左走
向右走。
一个月过去了，他实在太爱她
了，不知道她现在气消了没有。
买了鲜花回来找她，家里却没
人。于是他在门外等她回来，想
着她淘气的样子，忍不住笑了。
不知道等了多久，她回来了。男
孩心想，从此以后不离不弃。再
也不会再她伤心的时候离她而去
了。但是女孩却说“我已经有男
朋友了。”这句话犹如晴天霹雳。
抹杀掉了刚才的笑脸，半天才说
了一句话“能不能再说一句我爱
你 .
送天下情侣几句话
很多情侣都是这样，原本都很爱
对方，都想白头偕老，可最后还
是分手了那么最后的分手到底是
谁的错？虽然女孩有了新的男朋
友，但是她心里爱的还是他也许
只有时间才能抚平两个人内心的
创伤。不要说谁付出的比谁多，
爱情本来就是不平等的，没有多
与少之分，只有爱与不爱。错与
对，都不重要了…… 错过了时
间，追不回。把握好时间。不
要让自己后悔。

Hello, i miss you. I love you. But letting go perhaps will be the best for you and me.

Friends, i'll be fine (:

2010-08-06T21:39:00.000-07:00

So not bothered to blog though i bother to go fb. 8 weeks left for o's.

Dont know what i'm doing. And soon, night study is gna start which is compulsory this time round.

Ytd went illuma with the usual clique, damn heng. Win jackpot.

Slacked ard, reached home at midnight.

First time 24 hour never contact, minus the time when

i'm in taiwan, the time we broke up. What are we trying to prove?

I doubt you even know i'm outside ytd, cos we never even msg each other.

Actually, for some things i haven been struggling long enough. I guess only bimbo know.

It's august, this was the time we broke up. History is gna repeat itself.

Like i said, if i would ever tear for you again. It's gna be the one last time.

I love you, willing to let go though..

2010-05-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

IT ALL CAME TO AN END.

BYE (Y)

So glad i did not went marina that day :o

2010-05-28T22:51:00.001-07:00

It's was not a good day ytd. The heart& perfume of yours dropped ytd. I knew it was not a good one. Indeed it is.

Nyjc concert was awesome. Swensen aftermath. He told me smth, and that kept me thinking.

Perhaps, i will still see the rainbow after the rain.

Missed out the fun at marina barrage.

WHAT'S OVER IS OVER (Y)

O'level MT in two days time! JY TO EVERYONE.

2010-05-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

dont know why, kept sighing today. Practically uncountable. O level in one week's time. See how fast? Less gossip with xinqi at this period of time..

My A1, and i wonder if i could achieve it?

Bad night ytd ): X-country tmr, wtf -.-

Ohh well, last year. At least the first year was like stadium?

Anyway, ytd went panpac hotel for buffet. Was awesome! Great scenery which you can see marina bay sand!! 58++ per pax :o

Mygod, his sister paid for everything ^^ Photos are with his sister!

Bugis/Taka aftermath with boyf& his sister.

Okay, i'm gna save up 400 bucks for a watch. Not for me, but for him :D

Can't wait for june to come, excited yo!

2010-05-20T06:26:00.000-07:00

IT'S FRIDAY SOON. OMG. JUMPING FOR JOY. COS IT'S WEEKEND ONCE AGAIN!

However = one day nearer to O'S MT. 4& HALF MONTH TO O'S.

Been quite stressed till i kept thinking how near it is.

Yeah. Sat i'm going to sing.sing.sing! Followed by dinner with family at night.

Sunday, i'm going to PANPAC HOTEL! WOOOHOOOO. I'm going there to work you know. HAHAHAHAH. Where do i even find the time to work? ):

Follow by cross country the next week, then vesak day! Shiok anot! This kind of holiday come at the right time.

I'm trying to finish my evaluation Now, and obviously i'm like blogging+fb.

AHAHA.

Things have not been going fine so far. Hmm, perhaps i'm thinking too much? Okay, i dont wna be having that missy attitude towards you. I'm already changing ever since that breakup.

Okay, it will be better as time pass by :D

Where's my motivation again?! )): Felt demoralised ttm for my maths paper.

Sigh. Sometimes, i dont even know my failure are knocking me back or driving me forward?

What about yours? ):

2010-05-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

Yay, Upload new songs to my playlist!
HAPPY 17th Monthsary! (L) WEIJIE.

Okay, though it's past 12am. haha.

Went cathay, bugis & steamboat with bimbo;jx. Home aftermath.

Was planning to go take luge ride in the evening or at night. At least something different, cos hardly able to celebrate it as it's on weekends this month! Haha, but nevermind there's always a next time! I'm gna use alot alot of money this june!

Universal Studio after o's! Woohoooo. Gna go get job with bimbos too.

So scary, o's mt is two weeks away. A1, better work hard! ^^

Walao, he wna save money go taiwan! He tell me save too so that we can go on a trip tgt.

But......... ): Hmm. Nevermind. We shall go pulau ubin and cycle. heheheheh.
5months away from o's. Yet, i'm not one step closer with my results. Sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh.

Haha, ballot for the ndp tickets online. Okay, i know abit of stupid. But just try try only. No harm. So hopefully i got selected and bring boyf. along with me! Yay, then can get to watch the awesome fireworks! The thoughts of it make me so excited! ^^

(Y) We shall keep this r/s going :D

2010-05-07T09:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah, finally got the mood to blog after i place my music player. Left with pictures to update and place new anni counter. Love the first song! :D

So so so long ever since i blog! Nearing to a year :o
Tyring my best to upload phots to keep this blog alive.

Starting to wonder if i will fail my o'level? No, yes (?)

Haha, just so random to put the picture above. Somehow like it cos it's natural. Haha.

See the changes in me? I DID. Regretted how things out today and partly i think it's my fault. Sorry to you guys.
Sometimes, actions speak louder than words.

Accept me for who i am, hopefully.

F&n practical today. Was kind of screwed up. Expected it. Except fr the cookies, everything was horrible. Sigh, not suitable to be in the kitchen.
Gna upload photos for my practical! :D
My cable dont know hidden where liao.

Catch ironman> illuma ytd. Was awesome towards the end! 8/10
Taka & home aftermath.
Ohh yes, catch pretty lots of movie nowadays. Haha.

Lastly, i wna thankyou for everything. (Y)

Be it the love you shower me, those unreasonable times that you have to put up with.
From the day that we met, never expect us to turn out an item. If affinity is gna end soon, i'm prepared to let go though i would find it hard. So many things happened throughout, especially last year. It was a horrible one. But yet, we managed to get together again. Ever since then, i learnt to treasure you alot more. You said that you dont want me to attend your wedding as a friend b'cos i'm gna be your bride :D

7years down the road, if we're still tgt... It take two hands to clap. Trust me, No matter how tough the sail is now or even in the future, i'm still prepared to stand by you and stick with you till the end.
For, i love you till eternity.

Gna be 18months this coming june! *EXCITED** Haha, can be member of couple lab alr!

New ring this coming june ^^ This sat kite-flying? Cos hardly spent our monthsary tgt ): Either you're working or both of us are not free. Except for the only one time. So sad uh. Decided to get you smth this month, woohooo. Hope you will wait for me! ):

SIGH, SIGH, SIGH, SIGH. Mye end, o'level mt gna come. Follow by study camp. O level year suck ttm. Anyway, time really flies.

Pretty hectic schedule this coming june. May going nyjcsb concert. Follow by TLM outing at one of the days in june? Study, study, out, out, work work work. Resign.
Then preparation starts for bro's big day. July, The big day :D
& July onwards, chiong for o's/ get used to the life living with her. This time round, braces after o's! Provided... I'm brave enough ):

Credits to wanjun for helping me paste this blogskin okay. *ahem, eileen the creator.) Lol. Thanks so much lahh <3
I shall blog again when i'm free? Ahaha. Plurk will show my daily activites. LOL.

Suppose to be on mondya, dont know why it turn out like this.

2009-06-26T20:28:00.000-07:00

Walao, walao, walao, walao. Damn dulan! You freaking son of a bitch!
You expects me to compromise you when heylo! You're having my phone.
You bloody f.ker! I have never seen sucha thick-skinned and bastard guy like you.
You sicko, pervertic! I hopes (L) beats him up, like seriously!
You this bastard, walks like a sissy, smokes like a noob, living in your life like a useless freak!

Machiam you big shot, not free jiu cancel meetup. You think i very free to compromise you huh!
Naive thinking that i actually gna treat you movie, dream on lahh, kid!

Inserted plurk into my blog, haha. Damn stupid, my karma like sh.it

Micheal Jackson pass away alr! Like so sudden. Now the ones suffering will be his two kid.
One of them name PRINCE(?) wor. Hahah. Then he still own so many ppl money.
I bet his kid will be very miserable. Sad case.

Shhh, tell you one news. My sister company got one H1N1 case lehh. She hope she gets quarantine too. Hahaha. But it's gna be not possible, the case department is on the 21st floor, she's working on the 5th floor -,- -,-
So not possible. Lol.

Ohh, we got like couple shirt? Haha, not exactly couple shirt lahh. Just that he bought two g.a.p tees and one more can have discount so i picked one too.
See whether when we got the telepathy and wear the same brand. total 90 plus for three shirts you know ?!@%#!@&*%#!@
Without even blinking an eye, he just take out his card.
Bought a mng tee too :D Wanted to buy another skirt & tee from mng, end up. Dint buy ): It's gss lehh, so many place got offer.
I also intend to get one pumps, then the shop assistant dont know go where.
Dont go marina square pizza hut, their service machiam so lag, :/

I hopes you gna wait for me for three months ): Then, i know both of us will have more time for each other then. Two years seems long, but idk wht will happen from there. You know, i know.
I wont stop loving you, i know you do too! :B
I'm so damn happy about wht his friends said to him, omygawd.
They wanna meet me, yayeeeeee. I'm maybe gna go taiwan with them. M'sia with him is must too ! (: Either just jb, if not at least one week back to his home :}

2009-06-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

Bbq ytd was awesome. Seeing it goes well was a joy for me! (:
Cab home with jack ytd and reach home ard 11plus? Turn in only at 1am.
Was so reluctant to wake up today! End up woke up, bath, reached school just to take a piece of paper and tadaaaa, went home. My god, went home since there was nothing to do. Bought lunch, ate and wait for digestion to take place then slept.
Woke up and ate again.
One whole machiam like pig, never do anything.
Damn, got flu! ): And i just got a mosquito bite! :S

You know i think my house got risk of having dengue mosquito lehh!
The person came to my house and dont know ask my mum wht question
and my mum was quite dumb to say that our house got mosquito, the person
will be coming over to spray and says that we never get rid of water. Blah blah blah. So fine from NIE :D How great, i got dengue & therefore declare myself for not going to school on monday for one week. Self quarantine at home.

I still got lots of homework haven't do lehh ): I'm going out tmr, friday maybe. Going out on sat! How on earth am i suppose to finish?!

The result of procrastinating lahh. Zzz.

Walao, see now the mobile dental clinic disappear liao.
Wonders how am i gna have a referal letter and gets a appointment (?)

Sustain away from cold water starts today! ):

Dinner time.

2009-06-21T20:50:00.000-07:00

Omgxzxzxz, ytd is father's day. Yet.... He can't spend it with his dad ):
So effing sad when i heard the news, and that's when i realise two days ago why he dint reply any of my msg and cant get through him. I hope he can get over with it soon which i think he gna brood over it, who doesn't when you lose your love ones, your dad. I hope dear him can be back soon, so that i can contact him.

My staying away from cold water starts today! So i'm gna have like hot tea later, no ice-cream for me ): Sis asked me why i'm not working, she seems so uptight about
me not working anymore. I mean, i need a break right? i can't be working everyday
without giving myself a off. And plus, this week everyday is fully BOOKED. I even
need to put a note on my phone to remind me of the everyday schedule.
I hope the miracle do come soon, and extra one week of holidays!

Gna go out later again! Yeah, i'm gna take photos if it's possible, as you know i
dont have the habit of taking photos. Hahaha. I'm really broke this time round! ):
I have to wait next month to have my $$$ inserted into my bank.

Anyway, visited him ytd. When i saw the state he is in, i can't helped but cry.
I mean i dont know how long he gna live. Sister just held his hands and refuse to let go. He doesn't rmbr me, maybe cos i dont spend enough time with him and just at that moment, i kept thinking why i had neglected him like how my other cousins did.

I claim i'm fine, i'm not fine actually. You guys have too much things on your mind.
I just have to handle this on my own. I just have to keep things to myself which i think
i'll be fine. I'm not that fine you know, i'm so stress up over things.

I'm just gna smile like nothing happened, deep down with lots of things going on :D

I'M NOT A HAPPY KID LIKE HOW I USED TO BE.

2009-06-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

It actually feels better after waking up after last night crying.
I cried like nobody business. You took a different tone when you talk to me, & that is wht hurts the most. Partly due to my homework too );

I'm fully booked next week. I thought monday i could actually rest, turns out gna have buffet/movie/baasketball with them. Shucks, gna used up my money liao lahh ):
I really really dont know why i wasted my june holidays just like this. Omg, wasted.

Soon, we're gna be apart. And there's when we both shall walk to our own path.
I have to tell you, iloveyou.
I wouldn't want memories if they aren't supposed to remain like how we used to be.

I miss ytwo, i miss perc. I miss those times. I miss us squabbling. I miss us.
I miss those bus trips, laugther, jokes.

Will someone just call me up, hear my cries? 0;

loves.

2009-06-19T03:32:00.000-07:00

Omgxzxzxz, i'm going school tmr after a long long time! For? BAND.
Hmm, and i thought i could actually have a good rest tmr/go watch taufik perform. Turns out not enough ppl, and must go for performance. Zzz. Nvm.
So contradicting can, went to the nhd then the person tell me go school dental centre. Then went there the person tell me go my school denta mobile clinic and ask for referal letter. So ma fan can!
I know, dont understand at all. Nvm.
Went for x-ray just now. Not fine. 6months later need go back. Zzz.

I'm so tired ytd. Slept quite early. I'm so dead, homeworks still not completed yet.
Next week everyday go out. How great! This time dieeeeeeeeeee.
I wonder why holidays end so fast and comes so slow.
Yeah, sunday gonna go celebrate father's day and see my cousin! I wna ton at my cousin house, been so long.

YOU'RE THE APPLE OF MY EYE :D
Walao, i'm attached lehhxzxzxzxz. Get it. Disgusted by him.

I wna get either agnes'b bag if not lv/gucci bag :D Cos it's seems so cheap.
Or rather chanel. Got coach bag, so dont need buy :D But their bag nice you know!
Can like fit easily with your clothes. Wait till i earn enough money first! -.o
Only earn 200plus this month ): I cant use it man.
Ohh, tues got bbq. Yeah, can gather with loves one liao, like finally!
I miss you all like shits!

Gtg :}

2009-06-17T07:00:00.001-07:00

Yawns, Even during the holis i'm still so lethargic. Not enough sleep.
Early morning must wake up either bus down or train down to jbp & zoo.
First day bus down to zoo, end up Boss drive me go jbp. Was so ps at first with ryan, then slowly okay. Ppl pay $$ go inside bird park, i went inside catch bird show, see penguin freeee :D
Hahaha. Slack lehh! Today was not so well ): They like quite unfriendly! :/ Got nothing today.

Ohh, catch drag me to hell liao! Was awesome! Some scenes was funny though! Ohmytian! Got cat in the show you know! So disgusted by it. Stupid him, keep scaring me too! :x Must watch! :D

Supposingly going zoo tmr, but i wna go jbp lehh! There more luck for me! :D
Dont know boss let not, hopes so.. Everyday work with guys! :////
And sometimes, they mistook you as CUSTOMER SERVICE. Where's the toilet? } Can i have one map? More worst! One guy immediately went infront of me and give me the ticket expecting that i'm the entrance to the zoo -.-

I cant do my chem ws! File cant be found and suspect it's inside the classroom ! ):

Ben&jerry ice-cream are love especially having in a humid weather! So shioka! But theirs prices are quite steep in the zoo & jbp :/

Anyway, i wna say i went to the sentosa 4D cineblast! Second time go there never go suntan!
Was awesome for the extreme log ride!! I think i'm the only one shouting so loud that the girl
was seated infront of me turn ard lehh!

Omgxzxzxz, ryan tell me he miss me lehhxzxzxz. HAHAHA, FUNNY GUY!

Byeeeees.

2009-06-14T09:21:00.000-07:00

Tmd, dulan. I'm working in a environment with two sly fox.
I swear i'm not gna stop them if they both end up fighting over this issue.
I'm gna see bf beat him up and scold him like hell for saying such things.
Ohh, yah i called you every night huh? I'm almost yours, bullsh*t!
Come out for a tea session and we gna settle everything.
Bullsh*t to your nonsense of saying i'm almost yours, on the way when acutally i
agreed on a date with him liao, and of cos he's now my bf.
When k told me this, i was furious lehh!

Happy half a year to us, yeah! Tmr gna go movie, cycle at sentosa, follow by some activies. Not only the two of us, -.- Still got peiqi/geraldine they all! :D

Okays, be back tmr hopefully with photos! :]]]]]

2009-06-12T18:59:00.000-07:00

I'll just post a short one, will continue when i'm back! :D
Yeah, redo my hair liao! hohohoho. I dint expect to be this week too.
Give my sister a shock! :B
Too bad i can't watch dinesh play match ): They wearing jersey to play too. Wooh.

I cant wait for the section outing you know! :D So damn excited man.
WWW! (:

Okays, my holidays is like so dulllllll. So no life.

I realise ppl goes for new things, & they throw away the old ones. This is one scenario i saw ytd. Hmm, who cares man. Too much politics, and you got to survive over there with ppl looking after you, or should i say Kao Shan? This way, your life will be easier. & So, they're all going after her. Wow 0.O
She say i'm lucky that they all look after me so well not to worry.

Wow , wow , wow , wow.

2009-06-10T21:25:00.001-07:00

I'm so dulan! My blog now dont know wht happen! edit the mixpod then now become i dont know wht alr! Ughhhh. Angry man. I wna change blogskin! Customize nicer :D Hehehehe, anyone? I'm not gna nua at home today! I need buy something, since sister fly off alr. Then she wont probe too much, and i'm gna bake cookies! Anyone wna join? Lol.
Ohh yes, i have not arrange to meet macho up for movie, since he's like rotting at home -.- Walao, the person give us false hope ): Say will contact us in the end also never contact. Suan liao, all the more better. Can have mre time to go out. Gna be so damn tired on fri and sat! ));

Yeah, once again. My skin okays alr! Back to normal. Still got weee bit haven't recover. Better than the first day of shedding skin, sucks man! :/

Where's the ♥ 's one outing? Walao, like long nv hang out liao ):
Hmm, we should go do homework and watch movie lehhhxzxz.
Perhaps, everyone is busy. Though one of you nua at home dont dare come out
with your face looking ugly! Who cares lahh, only brainless ppl look at us like that.
Yes, wanjun i'm referring to you. LOL. & KLY, You seems so busy too ):
Outing with your friend and etc. & Eileen, hahaha. I think we both looks free nia,
and both of us Want ♥ 's one outing badly!
P.s Hopes you guys see this and let's contact each other sooon!

2009-06-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

♥ put his glasess on for the tigger!

Omg, i wrote alot of things, and in the end. I press onto something, everything gone.
Got to elaborate everything all over again! -.-

Watched terminator salvation. Was not that bad as i expected, still fine.
At least i dint fall asleep! Anyway, went orchard for lunch. Follow by bugis & plaza sing.
Bought nothing except for handphone accessories at bugis. No clothes! ):

After movie-ing, decide to play the catch sweet things! Caught around like 1.5kg, but only 2kg then can exchange for toys. And we hit the jackpot thus get the tigger! Spent lots of time and effort to win lehh. Never win, we die die dont want leave. Sucha waste to let ppl get. Anway, hit jackpot can choose whcih stuff toys we want, so chose tigger as it is big and huggable! Love brought home the tigger and he actually decorated the tigger then send me the photos. Aint my bf cute? LOL.

Hohohoh, i know wanjun gna say it's a wonder that i update and upload photos.
Thankyou wanjun ah, lol. I know it's self-praise but i like it! Who cares :B

Ohh, i bought whitening cream, mask, lip balm to save me skin and make it better. I keep saying dont want go out in the end also go out today, who cares about my face lahh. Only clever ppl know sunburnt skin is like that. No brain ppl only look at you like some weirdo born like that! :D

Anway, in the train got one indian woman and chinese man quarrelling. It goes like that,
........ ............. ................ ............... ................. ..................... ................
Say over here not fun, i must live demo then better (: Look for me ah! (:

I die die also must get my hair done either by this week or next wek!
And i should get my holis homework done by this week! Cannot nua at home anymore!
Take note: Procrastinating again! :{

Not bad, my face getting better lehh! :D

ILOVEBF :D
ILOVE♥'S ONE!
Iloveyou, xoxo.

2009-06-08T02:52:00.000-07:00

I'm using the lap without a mouse, and it's so inconvenient!
I'm must praise anybody who still come to my blog and check out my updates.
Which you can go to anyone of ♥'s one and check it out of the recent updates.
I told my mum i'm quite interested in going to the KAPAP's martial art.\
And she actually ignore me till my sister show her the newspaper publishing it and she initially
thought i said smth like carpark, and that's why she ignore me :/
Hmm, i'm still thinking whether she will spon me not (?)

Again, sister flying off this thursday. No surprise, rich lady are like that.
she bought a house and still under construction, but on her mind now she's deciding whether
to get a condo. She's rich or wealthy? Omgxzxzxz.

On the other hand, 15 is approaching. In a glimpse, our half a year is here!
Hmm, i wonder it will last till how long?

Omg, my date this wed gonna be ruined! Imagine my face is badly burnt, shedding skin.
So throw face man! Throw his face too! Leg got bruises! Anyway, kayaking was okay.

I should say today was not a productive day. keep reminding myself i'm supposed to do this and that, but yet.. Nothing was done! I should start real soon later! :C

I should really make full good use of my holidays! Cos it's so rare that my holidays are actually quite free, apart like last time got band.
I wanna go out with nancylimweileng badly! Supposed to be this friday, but ):
Ohh, finally kbox with bf & workmates next week. Like finally!
I wanna work work work, money money money!

After holidays, gonna study real hard! No break till N's!
I wanna come back next year! If not, i dont have a direction to head for.

I wanna take the plane! It's been long long long since i last take a plane and fly off! ):
I wanna go hawaii and spot handsome guys! Lol.
I wanna go cambodia/ phenom penh and let myself truly know how lucky i am right now.
I wanna go m'sia with ♥ ! :D
I wanna go taiwan eat smelly tofu! Muahahaha. I wanna see rainie yang too! Hahah.

Shifting house, though i dont really want! ): And dec, my family gna prepared for sister's Big day!
Then, i'm gna be sitted at the vip table lehhxzxzxzx. HAhahahah.
No sharkfin :D Save those sharks(:
And, i will have a room on my own! :}

Okays, update another day. Prolly next week :D

I'm suaku, i sign up twitter. I dont know how to use lehh. Walao.
And, i'm gna put bling bling. HAHAHA.

Byeeeees, peepos.

2009-05-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL! :}
Walao, i very loser. Humji.
Suppose to call his mother and wish her happy mother's day but
the card can only talk for 7mins, plus i'm shy and scared.
So end up, dint call. And tadaa, have to wait till i get a new card and
call her up and chat with her to strengthen our relationship. Lols.
At least i send her a msg lehhhhhxzxz!
Better than nothing :B

I'm so so glad we're way much better aftr the 2hours talk.

I'm so dulan now, over a few things.
I dont think you appreciated :F

Sentosa tmr :/ :D ):

2009-05-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

Eileen here . wakakakaka . i hacked into her blogger :D

Pictures are here ! :D

lol . sexy leh xD
Sentosa on 16march{?} , should be la xD

Aiyo , grace need to improve on her photography skills le!

On her 16th birthday :D
Legal for NC16 movies liao worh"xzxzxz" !

Wakakaka me & her !

She's now at my house watching 'The School Daze' (Shu bao tai zhong)LOL
Wanjun too :D
They come my house hor , cookcookcook sia ~ LOL
Fry nuggets , fry eggs !

Yeah ! Tmrw last paper alr ! :x
F&N theory paper jiayou :D

Oh some pictures on NPAP 2009 } step down day ):

Perc. ♥

2009-05-04T07:13:00.000-07:00

History paper was ok today lahh.
& My today's afternoon goes like this : }
Had lunch with hearts, brenda,peggy& junkai at aston.
Wow, surprisingly he only work 5hours today. Like wth lahh -,-
And then had talk with both of'em which was quite interesting? :D
So, indeed having to fret over money issues are very tiring and
demanding of different aspects of life from ppl are different too.
Hmm, seeing him work so hard really pains me in my heart.
How i wish, i could like treat him to small stuffs and of cos,
this is not out of pity.
Yah, i should like write a note or smth ; or maybe plan a surprise for him with
cliques :o

Typical singaporeans with their typical NO.1 hot topic ,
H1N1 , walao. Irritating piece of sh*it with everyone saying about it.
Even my sister's company ordered thermometer can go out of stock -.- Incredible.
You see people started saying wht eat less pork, and blablabla.
My brother can even go out of th country at this point happily without even having the
thingy affect him. Hahaha, My father worry king. Say wht later we kena quarantine. Zzz.

Okays, tmr big thing is up. N'level f&n practical.
Omg, no practice no nothing. A girl with no idea of how t on the fire at home,
dont even know how to open a can, dont know how to cook can like take this exam.
I'll just have t see how the situation is like tmr and adapt to it ):
Just hope i can really whipe up the dishes -,-

CONTRADICTING ; &The wall for you to bang(:
The pot calling the kettle black.
Aiyo, my same old phrase :} Assumption leads you to nowhere.
So assuming only makes a mockery out of yourself by
thinking that you're the one. But actually the spotlight are on
other people.
Nvm, i think when you're older you will perhaps adopt
the mindset that you're actually being so childish;LAME
about all this stuffs.
Yeah, wait till you're older :F So in any case, you're younger
and we therefore understand.

Therefore, i think we should adjust our mindset to further imply to their kiddish way of thinking.
Kids, grow up lahh hor.
Dont need step yi ge if you're one. You dare, smoke infront of the school. Dare, tio people come
down our school and fight infront of the office. You dare, go girls/boys home.
Like that heroine/hero liao. DOnt need step yi ge :} People salute you.

Omg, i think it's interesting to see them lose face.
& interesting to see how actually kids really behave nowadays.
o.O

Practical cfm can make it ! :}

2009-04-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging today due to coursework re-edit.
Walao, you jolly well get a life and stop preying on 'ahlian' for stuffs.
Yah lahh, go ahead assume is you hor. If you think you dont have a life.
But i think you 're living in a pathetic want lahh. I'm sorry to ruin you down,
but heh, you're that awful after i have seen your true colours.

How i wish i never have initiated to treat you to a meal.
F! , you know how i became a laughing stock of my ownself that i actually
treated you stuffs. Like omg, throwing my money into a ASS hol_ .
At least i dont mind throwing it into a pool.
Yes, this how much i regretted not b'cos we're no longer that close, but
seeing you taking it for granted or i should say you just throw my kindness towards you
elsewhere.

Anyway friends, i think i felt out of place. I hate this feeling.
I dont see why you can give no care about it. Rmbr wht you've wrote in it,
you yearn for people to show concern, why do i not too?
It's not easy to keep it going, but harder when true feelings are not confess.

Just a call could bring a great about change, how i wish i never have accepted that call
from you and everything stays like how it is from the start.
With regrets, but it's the truth that matters.

2009-04-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

walao, dulan. want to do bogskin. dont know why cannot.
dulan to the max! super slow, lag!
yeah, i want a total makeover. hahahaha.
dislike those people who use shag for no reason. i mean at least
do go find out the meaning and use it it in a proper way lahh.
sentence structure. haha, he told me this.

dulan agn, i lost my ezlink card. i dont know where& how.
just lose it like that. inside still got 15 plus you know! walao,
not i top up want. somemore new ezlink card just change.
stupid me, never treasure it.

study not efficient today at yahui's house.
mahjong, pizza,slack, mahjong. how wonderfool we're.
nvm, i'm staying up late today.

f! lah, i just realise wht i did was waste of my money and time.
you never appreciate and took it for granted. ya lahh, new friends ; forgotten
wht/ how i ever TREAT YOU. this is how you reciprocate(should be like that spell) back t me.

And you! Dont be so smug!
you! Dont always attitude!
you! Dont always go suck up.
you! Continue to have a stupid stealing-all-day life. How miserable.
you! I have enough!
you! I try to keep it going, somehow i'm tired.
you! Dont try to claim you're my best friend, know nothing, F off.
you! Go figure out wht i'm trying to say.
you! Dont be so self-centered.
you! You've change into someone i no longer want to know more. You can't change back.
you! Dont be a follower, made decisions right.

Faster ring me up, and ask me who i'm refering to.
It might be you lehh. Sorry if i hurt any of you, but it's the truth.
You need honest and truth in your friendship before you can keep it going for long.
If i do not mention about you, it might be more hurt cos i think you never really do exist.
So a least be wee bit delighted that i do say you.

I want total makeover, wait and see!
And wait and see for my new blogskin.
Wait and see for my remarkable results.
Wait and see for the future.

2009-04-24T00:25:00.000-07:00

Yeah, i'm here ! :D Like so long man.
I think i've even forgotten that i have a blog. Like i dont care anyway.
No time.
Yeah, i'm contradicting. I keep on saying how much i wanted to step down.
Thn during npap that day, we all cried. You know it's the bond that keep the section going.
Anyway, i'm a ytwo percussionist! :D Forever i'am.

Okays, i mention that i'm gna post on the 4thmonth, but i dint.
Anyway, we dint spend tgt. Aiyah, 4th month only. Yeah, we'll keep holding on :D
Hahaha, flyer with you! So happy man!

I got so much things to say you know! But i dont know where to start.

Yeah, mugging tmr at yahui's house. Hopefully, we do mug instead of thinking mahjong-ing. lol.
I must do well for my myes man. Do really well. I think my chinese flunk : /
Like wth lahh. Zzz. I hope my eng save me.

I got really so many things to say you know! Alot!
I dont know who should i turn to. Though you & you are no way.
Though he & him are no way. Though you all& they all are no way.
So the only one, me. And you.

I'm switching off to meet them at cp. Them refers t the close one.
Sunday, mugging.
Mug for two whole weeks. Follow my a lil of fun. Then back to track.
That's it.

2009-03-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

See, i promise to blog on the third month and, i'm here blogging! :D
Yeah, promises are to be kept. Heh. Went suntec for the IT fair ytd.
Super dulan, so packed. Hoho, got dashing guys over thr working! Hahahaha.
P.s ' Mine's most handsome in my eyes.
Bought desktop,notebook,tv&ipod. Basically all this are for my brother and notebook for me!
So happy! (:

Damn, i have my coursework not yet completed! Ughhhh. The research part is killing me.
That's why, staying at home today! Rack my brains for the whole thing man! Killing braincells.
One week of holidays= no holidays.
Monday- Sentosa'Movie.
Tuesday-Physics lesson(?) , Band :/ Follow by dinesh present :D
Wednesday-F&n enrichment ; going out with him(?) , dinesh's house.
Thursday-Not freeeeeeeeee. Suppose to be in school for mt oral.
Friday-Band :/
Saturday-Band:/
Sunday-Not freeeeeeeeeeee.
Seee, holidays is just like school days. Just that i get to wake up a wee bit later than usual and having a wee bit freee time of my own. Nevermind, the school claims that it's for own good plus syf is round the corner.
No choice, n level this year! :/
Yeah, i can't to step down! This way, i 've got more time! Hahahahaha. Endure for just two more weeks!

I think i shouldn't be in here blogging. Will blog daily after i get my notebook. Cos no stock. Zzzz.
Research ahhhhhhhh killing me!

I believe we can go through hurdles together no matter how hard it is. And, no matter how far the distance we are seperated, i'll still think of you like how you do :D For the past three months, we have been in a very happy state and hope it do still continue like
how we are now. Though, we may face challenges now and ahead. Just one word could define everything, iloveyou :D
Wait for me till i finish my n's, and lots of time i could spare in order to keep this love going on.
Iloveyou, xoxo.

2009-02-18T07:20:00.000-08:00

2months / 3 days. } Still counting.
Hope it continues.

Whole family is practically keep whining about me not studying.
So this few days/weeks must like stay at home mug.
See, grace is mugging right infront of the comp.
Hahahahaha.

Hope, 3months/3days later i'm still counting! (:
Okays, i shall blog again on the 3rd month/3days. LOL.
A promise to myself ^^

He told me this: When i'm happy, there will be four footsteps
When i'm feeling down, there will be two footsteps.
Cos he will be there to acc me when i am happy. And he will be thr to carry me on his ack when i'm feeling down .

I said: I LOVE YOU :}

Hoho. Get it? Dot get it, bang the wall and suffer concussion.

2009-02-06T07:19:00.000-08:00

Stupid, eileen tell me update my bloody blog. So i'm blogging now (;
So happy, looking forward to this sunday :} Haha. i love surprises.
Sprang surprises for me! 9moredays-looking forward.

Dear KLY,BABY.
I hope you will brace up and throw all those unhappy stuffs aside!
You have Me;Eileen;Wanjun;Jan. We hate to see you like this, understand?!
Dont carry on like this anymore. Anything, Just give us text anytime okays!
Though it came all so sudden, unavoidable. But you can still choose to face
it and pluck out the courage to carry on. Dont be a loser! Though it's easy for me
to say like this, hard for you to take in stride, but still this whole chunk of
paragraph will at least make you feel that we're all the way behind you!!
Brace up!! WE LOVE YOU SUPER DUPER LOTS! <33

Haha, ps. Grace is very lazy to uplaod photos.
You may call her an ass,a pig. Lols.

I tell you! Nicky Li Jiu Zhe songs are super awesome!
He's cute too! Omy, my new found love.
Valentine's next week, got prepared for baobei(s) presents alr!
See, i not boxim want hor! =} Ohh yes, prezzie for others too! :}

2009-01-25T21:01:00.000-08:00

Did 7strands out of curiosity. Hahaha. Turn out quite fine actually.
Get wht i mean? Dont get it? Ah toot!
100strands, free 100strands. Might as well do hightlight! =.=
My mum say should do more, result will turn out better.
I regretted too! Should do more. Grrrrrr. Lazy travel down put more too.
Did my nails too. Ohh-so-great sister help me do.
Tattooo on my ankle. How i wish oh wish i could go to kbox today with'em!
Ugh, dint have breakfast with'em either.
One week of not seeing them makes me feel so uncomfortable! );

I should spend less now that i'm not working so frequently! );
I only earn 140++ , how could that be enough?!
Plus need to spend money for gifts,valentine,anniversaries! Like wth, broke, Broke, BROKE!
I thought i can see my cousin this new year, but she's away to KL plus last year she's away to taiwan! ):

& Note to self: no matter how hard i try, wht i did- IT'S STILL NEVER ENOUGH.
You're truly my friend if you do truly understand wht i am going through.
Like how i realise somebody is actually doing that despite she felt that she has lose the
chance once.

I should sneak out of the house in the middle of the night and join them for kbox?
How about that? :D Haha. Cos i'm super missed by them! LOLS.

It's never easy to satisfied someone as one; will ask for more.
It's never enough. So i guess i can dont bother to satify you?.

Cny is just tmr! Woohoooo :D

2009-01-22T03:01:00.000-08:00

Been reprimanded for not blogging. Yes, my blog gna rot alr!

See, i switch on the comp today cos i need chiong coursework :B

Then i took time off to blog! (:

Woohoooo, change phone luhs! Slim elegance! Hahaha, Same phone as liyun! <3>

Yeah, new year coming! Got lots of plans with those BAOBEIS ((:

Very much in love with topshop clothes lately! Die, more and more like

laogong zai buying stuffs without looking at price! Wth man -.-

Sorry baobei(s) , if i do hardly spent time with you guys! ): Will take time and go outing

with you all der! Promise! Hopefully sometimes you all will understand that i'm spending

lesser time with him due to studies & etc. Therefore, when he got off priority must go to him.

I have alr try to balance the time with you all and him luhs.

Everyday chiong homework(s) , f&n coursework & blablah.

This is killing me man! CNY coming! Wooohooooooo.

Super-overdued photos!

Our ohhh-so pretty tattooos! (:

2009-01-08T03:39:00.001-08:00

I know my blog is dead. Super no life blog. Pathetic blog.
Can't blame me. Fish, my hair is getting bad to worst!
Dyed brown then after awhile black. The brownish was nice :]
70bucks just flew away just like that. Stupid lahh, how i wish i'm a dropout.
Hahahaha, nah. I wont think this way!
So school start = bankrupt! No source of $$ for me. LOL.
One time one week, four time a week got 200plus also not bad.
Yayeeeee, payday this saturday means i can go get my hair done follow by
shopping of new year's clothes! Woohoooooooo.
Seeing my laogong zai^^ less often now :/ Heh, is okays. We shall endure till
i finish my n's! Yes, this 9months gna be a tired one.
Okays, let me survive through upcoming 4months then followed by o's mt!
Teacher's are all stressing on how impt it is, got no much time to waste.
So yeah, i shall mug hard for n's as criteria change. Wth, why am i sounding more &
more like those teachers!! :/
Wont be using comp often. so yeah, n's are priority! Super scared :\
This sunday is = 1month! Woohooooo.

If memories are not to be forgotten, i rather not have memories.
Cos it will only make you upset each time you think of the memories you had.
>> Word cant expressed how much i had grown up this two months :D
LOL.

I cant wait for the reunion dinner with xiaoyun;xiaoleen;xiaozhu&xiaojun with some other peepos too on 28. hahahaha, after that will be a mug hard months for us! :] <33
Year 'o9, just wish everyone happy! hahahaha. And those fond ones, wont forget me.
No conflicts btw friends/family/gfs/ BF and such!
Woohooo.
Love everyone and each of you.

2008-12-22T20:40:00.000-08:00

Yeah, i trim my hair liao.
Like finally! So light der feeling. LOL.
Dint blog for so many days. Lazy to touch comp.
Plus got so many outings.

Went sakura at somerset that side!
International buffet, so-so lahh.
Eat with my workplace people over thr :]
Brenda,Bizhen,Hsinshu,pei chee, rachel! <3
After that went christmas shopping for our respective darlings for christmas presents.
Hmm. Dint find anything at all lahh. Zzz.
Since got nothing on, then went to pick our rspective darlings too after their work. LOL.
Took group photos ytd! Getting photo from brenda soon then jiu can upload liao! (:

School starting soon. Damn! I think i will be sitting outside the staffroom doing my stuffs.
Not yet touch. Die liao!

I'm working on christmas eve & christmas lehh! Zzz. Dint realise this week christmas, then submit my
schedule. End up, got work. Maybe kboxing with the people over thr on christmas eve after work! (:
So should be reaching home ard 3am plus. Hahahaha. Shag. No choice, lao gong zai^^ got go.
I got m'sian style liao. Lols.
Later going cine watch twilight(I know sibei outdated) with lao gong zai! Yeah! (: Then head off to shopping, prolly drop down to cathay too.
I need go prepare, if not. I need treat movie! Hahahaha.
I'm so happy this holiday! But it's gna be shortlived.
Y'know, once school start, i be seeing my lao gong zai less often );
Working tmr! Got 1.5 lehh. Mai siao siao. This month all tgt, got 2x 1.5 . Hehehehehe.
Rich girl liao. Nononono, i will soon reduced to a saddist with no money.
Byeeeee. Off to prepare! (:

2008-12-11T19:48:00.000-08:00

Hellooooooos! Guess whr am i ? Hohohohoho.
Zhutou's house blogging!
Muahahahaha.
She's actually behind the kitchen like my maid, preparing meal for me.
HOHOHOHOH :P Good hor?
No lahhhhh, she will still be my zhutou.
Ohkays, i shall upload some pictures! Some are super outdated der! (:
Fish, something is wrong!
Ughhhh, nvm. Off to eat my marai aka zhutou cook for me der soup liao! hahahahaha!
I think when she see this, she gna slaughter me! :B

2008-12-09T19:05:00.000-08:00

Been mia for pretty long.
As you can see, go to my beloved darlings blog to see how the way we're ytd!
Super duper happy. Plus the fact, i curb my temptations to go shopping by buying
a super duper chio der watch! :] Thus, i felt a wee bit satisfied.
Hmm. I'm the planner for the next outing. Ohh, it sucks! Cos i always dont have directions to go! Hehehehehe.
Ytd tanning was not to my liking, hardly any tanning went on.
In fact, like FINALLY can have meal with sam&darry. Too bad, xinqi not thr ):

So off to work later! (: I got my pay you know! Hahahaha.
Before going to work, i'm hitting town later! Yes, ALONE (:
Heh. Just feel like going thr, seee seeee anything that caught my eye! :]
Then i can buy. Hahahaha. I want to get myself a guess wallet!
Got one red der, super chio lehhhhhhhhh.
Kena one scratch, that's it man.

Rod coming in like one week time (?) Hmmmmmm.
Not that pretty excited at all. IDK why.

Yeah, i worked on hari raya. And it means i got 1.5 lehhh!
hahahaha. 90 one day! Shiok shiok lahh.
I think i think of money too much liao lorh. zzz :/

Byeee ppl, off to prepare ! (:

2008-12-04T01:22:00.000-08:00

Perhaps somethings, no matter how hard you try.
It no longer can go back to how it were.
I shall see how long, you gna continue this pengwei thingy.

I'm currently sneezing right now! );
Stupid rain.
I was sleeping on one side of my body for the whole night! :/
Piercing hurts hor. Upper part.
But beautiful :D

Gna chiong work on fri & sat. Then tuesday outing! Hahahah.
Yeah, i say very long never go tanning. Finally going luhs!
Follow by series of events lahh!
After my pay, i'm gna reward myself with guess wallet! If i can afford lahh (:
Then i'm gna treat my Lover eat. She treat me, i treat her! YOU YOU YOU! YES, YOU! KBABY.
HAHAHAHA.
I'm so miserable. Thinking of how to complete my homework.
I need use comp to finish. But, I switch on. Cfm surf net. Never do at all.
Slap my face man. Argh.
Hair makeover in about two more weeks (?)
Yeah, cant wait man. Stupid zhutou tell me wait for her then must wait lorh -.-
If not, her nagging stuck at my ear liao. LOLS :P
Yeah, i accomplish my treat to you!
I'm a super duper glutton hor. Hehehehe. Beware next time lahh.
Zhutou is <3>

Off to read finish jodi picoult > 19minutes! Damn nice man.
Maybe buy her other collection ! (:
Heh. M'sia sale is here!
Next week. Yayeeeeeeee.

2008-12-02T21:34:00.000-08:00

I tell you, i tell you , i tell you!!
Twin tower was awesome ! :]
No words could describe how i felt towards it.
Imagine right infront of you, stood so tall.
Too bad tickets was given out early in the morning.
Couldn't went up ):

Shoppping shopping shopping!
Eat , eat , eat.
I swear 1utama has lots of restaraunt!
Ate italian,chinese,malaysian restaraunt over thr!
Went jusco and bought lots of things!
Wanted to watch twilight over thr!

Stupid ass, TWILIGHT OVER THR IS NOW SHOWING!

PLUS THEIR MOVIE TICKETS ARE CHEAP OKAYS!
GRRRR. IN S'PORE STILL NOT SHOWING YET.
WALAO!
Their bus system are time-consuming =.=
Mrt system is like our old mrt system.
Wanted to go berjaya times square. But not enough time, so went to our nearest megamall shop.Thr got shuai ge der lehh!
LOLS.
They can keep snakes, chameleon as their pets! EEEEEEWWWW.
I somehow know some guangdong (?) :]
Their hotdog bun cost only RM95CENTS. Imagine it's only 45 cents lik that! Hahahaha.
Ohkays, their guess,lv,gucci stuffs are like cheaper than ours in s'pore.
Thus you see lots of ppl carrying these branded stuffs ard in shopping ctr :D
There's like more branded stuffs you cant find in s'pore!

Ohh yeah, i ate in mdm kwan's restaraunt over thr. Awesome toooooo :)
Opening one outlet in s'pore soon!
Spend ard 600RM over thr on clothes (?) :]
A splendid shopping trip over thr ! (:

Yayeeeee, Zhutou say she miss me alot. Woah, honoured worxzxzxz.
Meeting her up later for buffet treat! (:
DOnt ask me why suddenly so close with her, it's just random hor!
Zhutou got meaning der lehh. Hehehehehe.

Offf to johor next week! Yeah, cant wait leh. Hahahaha.
Genting got lots of terrifying stories about the rids at the theme park
heard from mum at my workplace. Hahahaha.

I want lots of text from lots of ppl!
Yeahhhhhhhhh, KANLIYUN SAYS SHE BOOK ME ON ALOT OF DAYS.
Woah, i must prepare money liao! Go crazy with her! HAHAHAHA.
Band tmr.
Follow by, work! :]
Friday&saturday. BUSYYYYY!
GOOOOD. MONEY !
HAHAHAHAHA.

2008-11-27T06:48:00.000-08:00

OFF TO KL TMR.

BYEEEEEEEEEEES.

MISS ME HOR!

HEHEHEHE :B

2008-11-25T19:27:00.000-08:00

Was sure dead tired aftr ytd's bbq.
Went out early in the morning at 10 came home at 1am.
POWEEEERRRR :D
Wanted to ton, wth. Need pass kingston his things early in th morning.
End up, in the morning also never meet him :/ Sucker lahh.
Went for blading , cycling then back to blading. Indeed tiring hor!
Went get pics from jan;eileen;liyun sooooon :D
Hohohoho, lucky my 15bucks not wasted :B
Hahaha, Jack&guys very nice to bbq stuffs for us :D
Not forgetting suba cliques and all.

So, brother came down fetch me home. Heh.
Then, working today. This whole week only work ONE DAY LEHH.
Walao. No money liao lahh. Grrrrrr.
Plus i have to fork out 100bucks give sister. Then total 200plus for my hair.
Then 100 plus go shopp. 100for mum.
Walan eh. No money liao lahh. Zzzzzz. Provided i work midnight :p
I still haven't complete my homework lahh. Argh, luckily i did my ss liao.
Heh.

Yeah, i'm gna shop till i drop on this weekend!
I'm gna take photos of the twin towerr. Wooohooo.
Heard that the shopping centre 2X bigger than taka.
Haahaha. Shiok Shiok lahh.

Though everything is over (?) But i guess it's hard to be the same old us.
Just once is enough for my heart to lose faith'trust.
Everything seems normal, but to me. Just can't to be that ohh-close friendship anymore.
Maybe it take times to build up this thing, for our trust to be back.
Let time decides everything, till we'll be the same old us.
No matter wht, we wont be the same old us anymore.
Accpet this fact.

Gna go eat eat eat. Then work work work.
Ohh, how great my life is for today.
Wooohoo, i cant wait for next year to come.
Cos is when the wedding bells arrive! Hehehehe.

2008-11-22T06:08:00.000-08:00

Think, think , think. Just shut up.
Plain childish. Yes, i'm saying myself.
COuldn't be much bothered.
Just realise, to you it was sucha entertaining show.
Ohhh, i understood catching a free entertainment.
Even holidays could come this far being w/ you.
It shows the place you stand in my/our/her heart.
Dont understand, drink more of your mother's milk.

I think i'm super this time, broke my bathroom handle ytd while closing my door.
HANDLE LEHHH. Aiyah, who cares man.

Open-house. Without emelia was like so empty. Part of us was gone.
So boring . Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

You know i working in nihon, still ask. Shit you lahhhh. Telling your not affliated so-call
company that i'm working thr ? Laugh somemore, later make you like the joker's mouth
then know. Arghhh. ______ liao, still come back act yi ge old ginger =.=

Yes, class bbq tmr! Cant wait man! PEEKTUREEEEEEEEES.
Then can roller blade, cycle! Woohoooooo.
Finally enjoy man! :] Heh.
Then friday off to m'sia! :]
DOnt play play hor. 5star hotel lehh, with international breakfast buffet.
Hahahaha, not showing off pls.
Then go shoppppie.

There talk talk talk, dont dare action. Bo ji ahhh.
Wahhh, later is you ownself spam your ownself thr entertain ownself nia.
Hais, pathetic lahhh. So call yi ge ah lian, also so low class.
Ppl ahlian dont show off der hor, if really want chap into ppl daiji.
Get yourself sitted infront of the tattoo shop, tattoo your body. Feel the pain, i salute you.
Certified you as yi ge ahlian :]
If not my force bigger lehh, 24hrs standby der. 999 settle liao.
Yi ge jiejie also cannot handle meimei, be wht jiejie sial?
Somemore, the young help the older want. Wahh, throw face lahh.
Ownself know wht you did best. I know i'm being very hard-hearted.
But if i wasn't this way, i dont know how i'm gna see the true side of you.
Yes, you need some betrayal to see wht's going on. You did that, keeping things from me
like i'm not gna know like that. But actually, i knew it.
Dont want to tell me, then dont do it.
Dont change into someone that you wasn't were in the first place during the april period.
You self proclaim that no one truly care for you, if really no one did that. Search your heart lahh, ask
yourself. Wht did we did before? Are those just nothing to you? You're the one so naive.
Saying you wish to end your life, ohh well. Just verbally saying it makes me really think that you dont have
the courage to do so. You knew that ppl are ard thr for you, yet you choose to think the negative way.
Ohh well, i give up lahhh.
It's up to tmr to decide if the thing should go on. No, just once experience is enough for me.
Cos i once had it before.

Go ahead & assume is you. MAKE ASSUMPTIONs. You're best at it.
Maybe it wasn't you. Anyhow think . Nobody stopping you! :]

Out of a sudden, i wna go buffet with jason. Cos he eats alot & make me feel like my money are not wasted :p Sorry, not saying you're good at eating. Maybe you're! Hahahaha.
I wna go date with so many ppl of a sudden ): Cos i never really did enjoyed myself
so far since holidays started. Working & working.
Hmmmm.
True friends truly show you the betrayal side to let you know wht's happening.
To me.

2008-11-15T02:48:00.000-08:00

Brother drove wanjun&me home ytd. Work till 12 cos thr open till midnight 2.
So phone brother as last train is 11.45 (??) Then he willing to come. hahaha.
Woke up damn early today, though i turn in ard 1am plus ytd :/
Eyes was pretty much heavy.
Went chongpang in the morning.
Forgot to take my ezlink card! End up wasting money buy standard tickets to lots of stops.

Went suntec > plaza sing > sunplaza ! :D
Home sweet home now :)
Happy, happy, happy!
Went bookfair & food safari. Got lots of gains !
Got 19mintues like finally. Yayeeeeeeeeee.
Bought two tops & one short.
FInally got one mre strike off my list. Muahahaha.

Guess wht i saw in dhoby gahut mrt?!

TWILIGHT MOVIE POSTER.

IT'S OUT. HAHAHAHAHA.
DIFFERENT VERSION. GOT SO EXCITED UPON SEEING IT.
18DEC FASTER COME LAHHH. WALAO EHHHH. MUST WAIT SO LONG.

Hohohoh, sister went company dinner. Dressed up until so chio sial. LOLS.
Then she gna go m'sia just for one night, go thr eat dinner pei her bf also happy.
Tsktsk. Tmr got the channel 8 anniversary thingy lehhh. Cannot see due to work!
Grrrrr. I want seeeeeeeee.
Next's up , I wanna get my hands on bag! :D Probably tmr? LOLS. too excited alr.

2008-11-13T04:14:00.000-08:00

The more i think of it, the more contradicting it is.
I should stop bothering, perhaps.

Hohohoho. Got set piece today! :D Super nice!
YAY. Went pizzahut after band with } Amirah!
}Emelia!
}Zhonghsien!
Whose treat?! My treat! Lols. Spend great time with them in there.
Talked about lots of things. Hehehehe. Got very disappointed when the person engrave
sucha small letter on the ring which cost 2bucks! Got the band, &yayeeeeee.
We were satisfied ! :D Wore it ard the neck.

R ! IS <3
Working tmr. Friday, dang! Busy :x

I saw fake paulfrank coinpurse. It sucks horrrrrr. Want copy also copy till so lan.
I was not tempted by those food. My appetite is decreasing gradually.
Fish lahhhh. So lil ppl going for rod ! ): Yuding must be very disappointed :x
& We still doesn't have any either wht to get for her. Nehmind, SURPRISES! :DDDD
I think i'll try to make it. Heheheh.

I'm off to watch conrner w love! with twisties- :] Haahahaha.

I'm not that naive yet :D

2008-11-12T13:26:00.000-08:00

Dont wanna elaborate about ytd. Spill sprite on my clothes, delievered to wrong table.
Still the person can still eat happily eh! Without telling me! Grrrrrrrrr.
Off today&tmrw. Hahahaha :D
I can finally eat mummy's dinner!
I'm not a big eater nowadays :] I eat very less often now.
That sucks, losing weight. Grrrrrr.

Aint you being contradicting? Say that you dislike her, on the other hand you're like wht so bonded with her?
Aiyah, your life. You choose to be so frickle-minded. Maybe you started sticking back to us,
makes us neglect her. Feeling damn bad. Afterall, we threeeeeee are suppose to stick tgt.

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I need to do alot of things today! Rawrrrrrrrrrr.
I want go out & eat/people serve me. Muahahaha.
I need to finish up my holidays assignments ://///

HOHOHOHO.

2008-11-11T12:42:00.000-08:00

Was super embarrased; shock on sunday. They know why :D

Ohkays, $$ makes MY WORLD GO ROUND.
I think payday was just ytd. Hmm. Dint go check it out.
I heard we must have injection for those in f&b business.
Fish lahh, injection. Dont know when the last time i had one.
Hand gna be very very numb, plus a bit of trigger to it, very pain!
Ughhhhhh. Off to work agn later, told myself to get my hands on those works,
seems like i'm forever procrastinating about it lahh. Tmr off! >> DAY OUT! YAYEEEE:D

Wooohooooo. BBQ on 25th, though it's on bbq lahh :x I have yet to give $$
&& I think i'm going m'sia on tht day! Like wth lahhhhh. Rawrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I got nothing to post alr! :DDDDD
SHHH, TELL YOU SMTH. ACTUALLY.... I'M HALFWAY DONE WITH MY WORK!
HEHEHEHE :P
Someone have a good time dating&eating hor :pppp

I was wrong to believe you in th first place. Cos the other side of you finally reveal.
& I'm glad i have no mre commitment with you.
Dont assume that i'm actually talking about you :D I'm just crapping.

Christmas is coming! No, still one mre month. I should smack myself from thinking way
ahead. Actually is like quite near.
Hohohohoho, exchanging presents!
Recieve presents! :] Seeing ppl having joy :]

Sky is dark again, i dont want to rain later on ):
I hate walking in the rain, but having walking in it with the dearest one,
definitely make me overwhelmed :D

BYEEEEEEES.

2008-11-08T22:25:00.000-08:00

Yes, I'M WORKING! HELLLOS, GET THE FACT I'M WORKING.

HAHAHAAHAHA. Dont jealous hor, for those looking for jobs :p

i think i somehow screw up today's show. Ohkays, not well done ):

Went to bank today, dint get wht i wanted. Mum know i'm disappointed & actually bought me
a black skinny agn :D Not NF der. Neither do i have any nf pants :D

Not discriminating anyone/anything :D

Working agn tmr :D Awwww, dint get to eat any soft-shell crab maki that day though that
chef told me he can make for me ^^ But, no more, so nehmind! :]
Hohoho, they're nice ! (:

Got to go complete my holidays assignment soon. Though got one mre month, but still
pass very quickly hor! Later last mintue chiong :x
Amirah&Emelia i treat you both go makan nice food ohkays?! :DDD

So happy nowadays, no need to worry whr to go during holis :O Hahahaha.

2008-11-07T10:07:00.000-08:00

Hohohoho, change soundtrack. Yeah, it's a japaneese song.
Ayumi Hamasaki is hot ohkays!
See, grace has planned out her schedule for this whole week.
There'll be performance at Bukit Panjang Plaza tmr! :DDDDD
P.s > Come support! :]
&Sunday i'll be working whole day! (:
So, will be working later! :D Alone again. That sucks! ): Somemore 12-5} slack! :x
Ohkays, will be busy in the night! BUSY LEHHHHHHXXXXXXXX. Battle man.
Till 12 today! ): I think i'm spending less time at home. Dad actually thinks that i'm working ytd. & Got no afternoon to spend with my mummy. I think that's sad lahh ):
Mummy waited up for me till 12plus when she got work the next day.
Dont worry, pay day i shall spend a splendid day with you :D
OHkays, offf to work dudes! :O

2008-11-04T18:53:00.000-08:00

Workng on the afternoon shift, time indeed pass very fast. ZOOOOOOOOOM.
So grace manage to clean the conveyer belt alone! :D PRAISE HER ! ALONE LEH :]
Then, then wanjun not thr ytd, nobody talk to. Independent :D Ohkays lahhh, still got geraldine they all(:
So today, on the afternoon shift alone! LIke wth?! 1-4/5-10.30pm.
Wanjun only start at 5. Grrrrrrrr.
Reached home very early ytd :D Ard 11plus? Hahahah. Fish lahh, was on the audi start screen. Suddenly gone! Then cannot play! ): So, i read A FEW blogs.
Realised that the people i turn to, turns out to rat on me. Get it?

Yayeeeeeeee, i'm very happy ytd! Cos a angmoh actually said " YOU'RE FANTASTIC" :D
Actually is, the dessert normally must put two spoons. Then he thought i only
gave him one spoon, and so his friend said that thr are two spoon. Thus he made
that statement :D Y'know, is all these small lil remarks can motivate you to work
happily for the rest of the day ahead.

I'm gna go shittttttttttttt, then go change; off to work! :D

2008-11-03T04:40:00.000-08:00

Pretty shag this few days, was on th whole day shift.
So, that explains why i'm not blogging.
Got home ard 12am like that ytd. Almost not able to wake up in time today for el oral.
Damn, screw up on my PD today ):
Lucky me, having aftrnoon shift tmr (: Gotta go fareast to hunt for shoes.
If not, i'm gna torture my leg for one whole day, or maybe one whole month :/
Only got me&eileen shift tmr. Wanjun recharging battery! LOLS!
& tell you smth, 1MINUTE LATE IS = deduct 1/2hour pay. WTH!

Hmmmm. The staffs thr are pretty much ohkays?/ friendly? :]
Chefs thr are so talkative : / At least got some entertainment. LOLS.
So tadaaaaaa, wont be blogging tmr night (: On 5-1030 shift tmr :D HEHEHE, YOU VISIT GOT 10%! HAHAHAHA. TEXT ME, WILL TELL YOU WHR :)

OHH YES,

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY! > POHYAHUI :D
(Though you will be seeing this :x ) hehe.

2008-10-31T04:40:00.000-07:00

Finally, finally, finally! E(2)camp is overrrrrrrrrrrr. Just for na :]
Hmmmm. I can like finally proceed on to my holidays homework. Then i got
nothing to worry about (: I guess this holidays my schedule are like { M'SIA,WORKWORK,BAND}
Sucha no life holiday yeah? No choice, got to work hard and get everyone's smth they desire :)
Dont get me? go bang the wall.

I'm like starting work tmrw! Visit me yeah? Hahahah. All the way till night, 11 :D
I'm trying so hard to dl audi :x Still fail after countless of times.
Monday got el oral, roarrrr. Going back school :x

This time, i guess gopala said smth, make me feel so upset ): Almost feel like giving up
wht i've got, leave the class, quit school. I know it's stupid. Ahh, throw away the *hits.

Mummy actually cried watching the drama :D Ohkays, she's pretty much emotional :x
I hate myself for giving up always at the last few esp of dramas. Now, i'm acutally blogging not watching show when i'm like watching it always. SUCKS!

& How great it is that there's no more vacancy for chalet! Chan told us this afternoon :x
So sucky can! NO CHALET, GREAT. PEOPLE PINPOINT US AGN. YEAH, NO CLASS-SPIRIT; SO WHT? =.=

I gotta finish up my breaking dawn! Fish lahh. First time read so slow! :x Dont know how many weeks alr. Nearing one month. Other sequels also never like that ):
Walk past my old house just now, memories flash back. Spent my childhood thr. Family had many problems then. I was small kid, dint ask too much. Sigh.

} When you had decided to walk away at that moment, i knew you had decided not to return(:

2008-10-29T20:53:00.000-07:00

WAIT FOR ME , WAIT FOR ME!

I PROMISE I GNA CHANGE BLOGSKIN VERY SOOOOOOOOOON.

ADDING LOTSA PICTURES :D KEEPING IT LOOK SO AMAZE TO THOSE WHO HAD NEVER

SEEN IT BEFORE.

i'm so happy! i found out wht happen why i cant upload! Tadaaaaaa. I found the answer to it :D

Went to watch HSM3 earlier on with the same cliques :D HOHO, ADDING IN LEEHAO :] So, received the msg. Damn happy. Hahaha, $$ rolling in. The last waltz :D I should be blogging now! :\ Should be completing those homeworks. Grrrrr. Got temptation to check out some blogs. Yayeeee, mummy gave me 100bucks! Come, rob me! :D LOLS.

Ohkays, i should like go & finish all those things i should do! Ohh yes, i wna get Jodi picoult} 19mintues. I think it's quite a nice book :D I also want to have my hair sort out! So awful man! Like weeds dont know how many months/year dint cut it! :x

2008-10-27T05:41:00.000-07:00

Just in a moment, i'm going to have my shower :D
Before i miss the last esp of the 9pm show. Lazy to translate the name.
So had that awful cramp this morning till it finally get better in the aftrnoon :D
Went dinesh house earlier on for deepavali. Too bad lahh, emelia need to leave early! ):
I believe thr's more outings righ! :]
So i bought a stupid MARKER FOR 2BUCKS. Waterproof! :\
Nehmind, poly students promoting until like very tired.
I ate the crispy crispy thingy at his house earlier on! :DDDD DAMN NICE.

Watch s'pore true ghost stories at his house too. Not that terrifying at all.
Just for the second want a weee bit scary. & it almost scared the hell out of me when
i took the lift earlier on. Pressed 6 and it stopped at the 2storey.
Keep pressing the close button but it refused to close you know! %@#@(*@#~&(#&^#
Then suddenly the lift went nuts and it's like smth stopping it to close. So i quickly went out
wanted to press the 'UP' button & realised SOMEONE had alr pressed it.
The another lift also refused to close! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG. So eerie man! Climbed the staircase up.

I know you guys dont understand! NVM. I ownself understand can liao :D
I want watch HSM3 & coffin before coffin rated NC16.
Need go pay respects on thursday so, i be leaving early! YESSSSSSSS.

Ytd:
} IKEA
}Queensway sc.
}anchorpoint
}IMM
}HOME SWEET HOME :DDDD

I just realise alot of place are hiring part-timers :D hahaha.
Text me, i tell you whr. LOLS.
Bought new shoe. Was not wht i wanted ): Look so guy style!
Aiyah, mum say multi-purpose use. WTH.
Hohohoho, going to m'sia for shopping :D YES! Saw adidas lanyard! Wanted to buy,
but colour abit OFF-BEAT. SO, went to shop for brother shirt& shoe too.
It's 9pm! TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D
I'LL GET THROUGH E(2) CAMP :D
I LOVE STUDYING :XXXXX

2008-10-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

IT'S DEAREST GR-AC-E ♥S BLOGGING :D

OhKAYS, it's been like dont know how long since i blog.
Dont bother either :\ LAZY.
So lots of things happened. You know life bound to have things happening :D
I got back report book, promoted (: But results are not that great? hmmm.

I dont really rmbr whr i went on last day of school. EAT;BAND;SPRING CLEANING.
Should be. I'm very happy that i'm actually were thr for her :D Though both of us're busy
and glad that band kept us bonded ! :] SO HAPPY :))

SHHHHH. I SHOULDN'T BE SHOWING OFF THAT I GOT A ___ *THINK WHTEVER YOU WANT LAHH:D
I wonder why i'm so materialistic ): Always wanting things ):
DADDY: YOU HAVEN'T EVEN GOT A JOB, STILL WANT BUY THIS&THAT.
I THINK I SOMEHOW FELT GUILTY! :[ & ALWAYS WONDER WHY SO PPL DO NOT EXPECT MUCH THINGS.
Hmm. Dont worry daddy;mummy! Let me get through this two month then i will treat you guys eat
high-class food! EAT SHARKFINS :D PAMPER YOU GUYS!
GNA RETURN SISTER 10BUCKS TOO}LOLS.
BUY BROTHER A WATCH&SHIRT :D
>>FELT SO GUILTY LOSING THE ADIDAS WATCH HE GAVE ME AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT):

HAHAHA, AFTER TWO MONTHS GOT 600BUCKS???? GO INTO MY ACC LIAO! YAYEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I'M GNA GO BUY PAULFRANK SHIRT! WOAH! I'M GNA GO MAKAN-SUTRA :DDD
SO HAPPY THAT I GOT TWO STRIKE OFF MY WANTED THINGS! :DDD

AHHHHH! I DONT THINK THIS HOLIDAYS I CAN GET TO ENJOY MAN! GOTTA ____ :DDD
OHH WELL, $$$MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND. HAHAHAHA :DD
I CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY TO COME! COS I CAN GET TO SEEEEEEEEEEE IRINAAAAAAAAAAA.
I CAN GET TO SEEEEEEEEEEE A............................. :DDDDD DAMN HANDSOME MAN! HAHAHA.

SUCKERRRRRRRRRRR. I WENT BLOG-HOP SOMEONE BLOG! #$@$*(*~!(#$#(*)$%
GUESS WHT I SEEE? GRRRRRRR. WORST STILL, TAG ALMOST THE SAME NAME
AS ME WHEN YOU DO HAVE A SAME NAME AS ME ! =.= :\\
ROARRR YOU! FEEL LIKE PUSHING YOU DOWN A DRAIN!
NOO, I FEEL LIKE BRINGING YOU TO SOME DESSERTED ISLAND AND HOPE YOU
DOESN'T EXIST AT ALL LAHH. NOW, I GNA FRET WHT I'M GNA CHANGE MY
BLOGSKIN TO, MY }TAG NAME { TO. ROARRRRRRRRRRR.
REALLY,! ): :@@@@@@

I think father has been feeling very tired these two days. He went to dont know whose funeral.
O-kay, this time. You can't predict wht happen next. I wish i could do smth to let my father
refrain from feeling so tired. I bet he must be feeling very sad )): My granny too )): I hadn't really
seen my grandmother cried before, feeling so sad.
Hmmmmm. I'm glad my mother has been pretty much understanding these days :D
My father only get home ard 12. So late man :[ Dint talked to him alot either.

Sometimes i hate the feelings of being alone at home ): And waking up in thE morning, not a singel soul
at home! ALL WORKING! ! I should have a dog to keep me company :D HAHAHA.
THEY'RE DAMN CUTE! 18 YRS OLD THEN CAN GO SPCA BE VOLUNTEER ):

& I TELL YOU, I TELL YOU! I HATE BEING A SPARE TYRE. GET IT? :D

I SAW A ELMO PENCILCASE AT $13.90 :D I WNA BOUGHT IT YOU'KNW! :\
HMMMM. BUTT. HAIS. I ALSO SAW A LARGE PAULFRANK BELT LEHHHHHHH.
OMGSSSSSS. THE HEAD SO FREAKING BIG MAN! HAHAHAHA.
I ALSO WANTED TO BUY SHOEEEEEEEEEES!
I ALSO WANTED TO BUY BAG!

OHH YES, DINT MENTION WHR I WENT TO JUST NOW! OPPPPPS. TYPE SO LONG THEN MENTION.

}CATHAY
}CINE
}TAKA; FAREAST.
}HOME SWEET HOME :D

I THINK I'M VERY RANDOM SOMETIMES :D HAHAHA.

2008-10-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

The girl next door always get the guy (:
& I think i'm somehow emotional right now.
Cos the past flash back upon my mind.

So, on the way home. I realised nobody really motivated me throughout my hard times.
I'm a barrel, i'm a in a between whr you communicate with her.

At times, we do have disputes with each other over issues.
But, effort was notdone in resolving th issues. Yet, you chose to put th blame on others.

So you guys dint bother to wish me luck, dint bother to send any msges.
No any comforting msg, cos you guys dint bother in th first place.
Not even one of you, ask me how's the results. It's way too diappointing.
When i wanted the most encouragement at that point of time, not any of you
stood by me. It shows the place i stand in your heart.

Yeah, 011208 ! I'm so looking forward! From then on, i go out i can dont need ___ ____ liao!
Hahaha. Crap ~ Crap ~

Yeah, next sunday! :DDDDDD I can go on a shopping trip.
Saturday was totally a waste trip to bugis. At least bought Julius&friends boxers. It's very adorable!
Hmm, oh welll. I've much predicted it would be a wasteful one. But at least, i manage to have steamboat.
Hahaha, GLUTTON ME :D
Aiyah, i know lahh. Bugis is a street whr they sell very random things for you. I KNOW.
And some ppl in order to por, agree with your statement. CONTRADICTING PPL.
Basically i cant wait for the next few weeks to come. Cos i'll have dates :D

Uhem, i took effort to blog this time round :]
LOLS.

2008-10-11T23:08:00.000-07:00

I applied Aloe Vera on my sunburnt, still no effect!
It hurts like hell man! )):
Skin still haven't peel. Grrrrrrr.

I tell you, I tell you, I TELL YOU!!!!!
People are getting unreasonable nowadays!!!
Especially when you met those people in train!
Grrrrrr. I almost step in and slap that person! Ohkays, sam stop me from
slapping him. Somemore not automatic want, already stare at him. Still can act like
nothing happen.

HMM. * SKIP *SKIP.
Anyway, bloghop alot of blogs out of curiosity :D HEH.

So what if you have _________ , go round tagging people =.=
Not like nobody knows that you've ________, & you're obviously showing off+trying
to por people can :\ Dont know how many tagboard i've seen your tag&telling people,
OHH, I'VE________.
I'LL MISS YOU DEARLY;I'LL TRY TIME TO GO OUT WITH YOU SOMEDAY AFTR MY {} , ETC...
So stupid indeed. muahahahahaha.
Ohkays, so i never mention it's you hor. If you want to fit in this description,go ahead :D
ASK ME ASK ME. IF YOU WANT KNOW WHO FIT INTO THIS DESCRIPTION :D OF COS I'LL CONSIDER TOO.

I'M GOING TO WORK LATERRRRRRRRRRR :D
YEAH, THEN AFTR WORK I GET WHT???? $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

So dint went out ytd AT ALL. Cos my back is too pain plus lazy lahh :x
So next weekend, is a full day shopping+movie+FOOOOOOD :D
I guess wanjun&eileen has uploaded the sentosa photos and there's no need to
upload alr. LAZY! :XXXXXX

So next week, have course at nyp! grrrrrrrr. NURSING somemore.
& I dont look like i'll know how to handle patients in th future.
When i doesn't know how to takecare of myself. And nooo, i'm not gna
be a NURSE =.=

2008-10-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

They're quarrelling now! ): Over the house.
Why-oh-why? why-oh-why? why-oh-why? ):
Y'know, especially HIM. His heart bleed silently. I can see that, feel that.
And SHE felt guilty;bad.

I feel like going over, say let's go back to th past.
Go back to whr i'm a child, whr sister&brother are young. Whr we doesn't need
to worry anything. Go back to our old house. Refresh everything.
I'm a victim over here now.

So finally, papers are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Yes, over. I can't believe. Blink of an eye, over :D
& It's december soooooon.
Ohkays, i think my results will be like ??? hahaa.

So all day long next week, i'm going to read breaking dawn & ROT;SLACK; EATEATEAT; PLAY;
SHOPPING; visit granny!
I'm going to go for dates :D I'm going to catch up alot of things with mates!
Wait, thr's e cube camp. Like roarrrr.

& I TELL YOU! GOVERNMENT CHARGE OUR ELECTRICITY 20% MORE! LIKE WTH>?!
So, i suggest i should go for a swim for free bath everyday then go coffeeshop watch tvee, this
way my family can save MORE $$
& go library charge laptop use laptop to save MORE $$
Ohh well, help mother-earth too :D

The economy is very bad now due to the stocks. So, should help mummy save money :D
Dont go out often though i can't resist :p
So, everyday is a free day for me :D
I'm gna download MAPLE;AUDI;COMBAT ARMS all sorts of things to play :DDDD
I'm gna go watch videos. MovIES :DD
HEHEHEHEHE.

2008-10-05T23:44:00.000-07:00

Look at this girl, she's waiting for your answer :D

Hellooooos world!
Guess wht? I saw paul frank slippers,tanktop,watch and lots more!
O-kays, it's pretty much tempting you'knw! ):
Eoys is ending soon. Counting down to three more papers! :]
At esplanade right now! woooooooooo.
Okyas, byeeeeeee. Off to mugging! :)

2008-10-03T07:37:00.000-07:00

& I CAN'T ADMIT THAT I'M PISS OFF TODAY!

?$%^&*@#&*)^%!>":{

Finally, humans paper are over! :D Like finally man!

3more papers to go!

Went balling today, got addicted to it somehow. Hahaha :D

I was fine today, yet smth like this had to happened to mum.

Oh well, she did not expected it, neither us.

See, when you dint expected that much, you get surprises *be it

pleasant/good.

When you expected that much, you get disappoinment.

I gain weight like finally! I'm a glutton ! ):

I'm can dont need stuck at breaking dawn aftr eoys liao!

I found paulfank blogskin :D Perhaps, that motivates me to blog on a regular basis.

& I'm pretty lazy to go edit it.

L.O.V.E

Search your heart & ask yourself.

Dont go round sigh-ing when ppl ask you

a particular ques like 'why're you not with them'

instead, ask youself why you're not with us.

You know the answer best. & it take two hands to clap.

Hohohoho, i know my post is very interesting in th format! :p *BHB man.

I need a new comp! ): Mozilla firefox is not working well.

Plus, it's so OMG. So old-fashion.

& plan is expiring, means upgrade! hahaha.

I want alot of stuffs ): I want mummy&daddy to go on a honeymoon.

So that they can have more time with each other :D YAYEEEE.

If, If, If, we're strangers in the first place.

Things will turn out differently. IF I KNEW,

YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I HAD TO GIVE IN THE

MOST, I WILL RATHER THAT WE STAY AS STRANGERS.

It's getting out of hand, save it or not. It depends on you.

Dont waste anymre time if you think it's very hard to endure.

Though, it hurts us the most given such situation.

Sorry are only words that we use to PACIFY each other.

You know the best, i know the best.

HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY :D

2008-09-30T22:18:00.000-07:00

So i was suppose to go studying today. Blogging here means it was CANCEL.

O-kay, cancel. Like wth man. PHYSICS tmr, i wonder how i'm surviving through ):

My father actually thinks that i GOT NO FRIENDS. Just b'cos i told him i'm going out and

the other mintue, i'm staying at home. So he gave me ten bucks to lift up my mood (:

Hohohoh, dont know wht's wrong with him either. I dont know wht happen to me either ):

I'm having my breakfast cum lunch with CHIPS MORE :]

So, both of 'em cant make it today. Make me so upset D:

How great, history is on friday :\

I should go shopping later to get rid of my unhappiness ):

I should go buy lots of food and eat to get rid of my stress-ness :x

I should go watch a movie and laugh my ass off to make me feel better ):

I should speak to someone soon before everything stuck deep down inside badly ):

I should have EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED ):

I should visit the doctor asking whether thr's worm inside my tummy :\

I should have slap myself left&right to tell me stop day-dreaming.

I should have GONE OUT WITH THEM TODAY. UGH!

So, as you can see. There're lots of SHOULDS that i need to do.

& I'm off to complete them. Yes, shopping;movie;mugging all alone today.

Sometimes, you dont expect that much, you get surprises.

When you expected that much, you get disappointment.

Tht's how i'm feeling now.

2008-09-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

Take me on a ride up to the sky

Currently at changi T3 mac studying! :D wooooooooo.
Not exactly studying but using lappy. Hahaha. KINGSTON ANG LAPPY (:
hE'S STARING ME LIKE SOME EYES GNA POP LIKE THAT =.=

So i dont know if i should say today trip is wasted or not. NOT MUGGING SERIOUSLY.
HAHAHAHA. LOTS OF STUDENTS MUGGING TOOOO :D

That's all for now!

2008-09-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

Studying session at bishan library the past few days.
Good place for studying though it gets quite crowded ard 3 to 5plus. But, crowd retreated after 6plus.
Did manage to concentrate and study hor! :D HOHOHO, physics with the help of ang eh! hahaha :D
So head off home to change after eng papers for muggingggg.

I know the ties btw us is widening, i dont wish to see this kinda of things happen.
I know it's not avoidable. It'll get better in time when you found out th truth.
I do treasure you, girl! <3>
YOU'VE PUT IN. Dont let your doubts affect this ties btw us.

WORK HARD FOR EOYS! :DDD

Wooooohoo, i'm awaiting for december to come. HURRY PLS :D

As time goes by, i've come to th terms of not having you in my dreams anymore.
Dont walk back the same track that you've chose to give up, for it's over :D
It applies to theory of life too. hahahaha.

GRACEEEEEEEEE IS A PIGGGGGGGGG. SHE CAN EAT LOTS OF FOOD IN A DAY.
EAT & EAT & EAT NON-STOP. SHE'VE GOT WORMS IN HER STOMACHHHHH.
THAT'S SUPER UNNATURAL :\

2008-09-23T19:48:00.000-07:00

FYI, I'M GNA MOVE ON TO BREAKING DAWN SOON :D HAHAHA, GREAT ACHEIVEMENT.
WANJUN IS STILL ON TWILIGHT, SLOWPOKE! TSKTSKTSK.
& THOSE PREVIOUS POST(s), I THINK IT'S RATHER STUPID. HMMM, DONT ASSUME IT'S YOU.
I'M REFERING TO BEN.
IT'S ABOUT 7MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA :D AS TOLD BY AMIRAH.
Uplaoding th photos for alot of events later :] Over-due pictures. hahaha.
I'M GNA USE DARRY'S LAPTOP. WOOHOOO. MUGGING LATER TOO :D
Yes, TAIWAN :D DECEMBER! I'm gna go thr eat chou toufu. hahaha :p
I'M GNA SHOP TILL I DROP, EAT TILL I'VE A BIG FAT TUMMY.
I'M GNA TAKE THE FERRIS WHEEEEEL :] LET'S HOPE IT'S NOT CANCELLED):
ROARRRRRRRRR.

11 NOV! :D
I hate it when someone ask me it's cold now right? like duh?!
It's raining of cos cold lah, then hot ah =.= PEA BRAIN. UGH.

I HATE STALKERS MAN. FISH YOU LAH! :\

SAVE YOUR OHH-SO-NICE CROCODILE TEARS.

MAKE BELIEFS POSSIBLE :D
& HELLOOOOOOS, I'M GRACEEEEEEEEEE :) YOU CANT FOOL ME.

I HATE IT WHEN DADDY GIVE ME EMPTY PROMISES ):
I LOVE IT WHEN MUMMY COOK CHICKEN CHOP :D
I HATE BROTHER INVADING THE COMP ALL DAY :\
I LOVE IT WHEN SISTER DECIDES TO GO SHOPPING :D & SHE'LL BRING ME ALONG.

2008-09-16T02:42:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK EARLY TODAY :D I LOST MY EZ-LINK CARD )): FIRST TIME MAN. ZZZ.

I'M SO GNA MISS MY SISTER D: GETTING ENGAGED NEXT YEAR. IT SEEMS LONG, BUT TIME SEEMS TO
FLY SO FAST. AND FROM THR, I'LL MISS SEMB. ZZZ.
ALTHOUGH, DAD PROMISE ME I CAN GET WII AFTER MOVING HOUSE, BUT STILL, I MISS MY SISTER Y'KNW!

IT'S TOO EARLY TO SAY, BUT...
I'M BACK ON TRACKS :) I'M NO LONGER GRIEVE OVER YOUR DEPARTURE. YES, IT'S SEEMS SO SUDDEN.
BUT SOMEHOW, I LEARNT TO PUT IT BEHIND ME. COS IT'S NO USE LAH, SERIOUSLY.

i hope you get well soon ): seeing you in this state, make my/her heart ache. the news was so heartening.
Get well soon, black buddy!
! :DD

2008-09-15T07:42:00.001-07:00

CHIONGING COURSEWORK SINCE 8! FISH LAH. SO MANY THINGS NOT DONE YET.
& IT'S LIKE 11 NOW? GRRRR. BURNING MIDNIGHT OIL TONIGHT. I WAS SUPPOSE TO WAKE
UP LIKE 5 YTD TO STUDY, IN THE END, WOKE UP LATE.
AT THIS RATE, I'M GNA FLUNK MY EOYS! :X NOOOOOOOOOOO.
SO MANY THINGS TO DO THIS WEEK, NEXT WEEK. AND AFTER EXAM. SAVE ME FROM THIS MISERY! )): D: )): D:

BELIEFS`END OF IT; & I SHALL BID MY GOODBYE TO YOU.
YES, IT WAS NAIVE IN THE BEGINNING. BUT NOW, IT'S MORE THAN A STEP AT A TIME.

GRACE SALUTE YOU; SPARE HER NO MORE NOW :D

It's vulgar. But it's the cause that i'm this vulgar now.
FCUKYOU. FCUKYOU.FCUKYOU.
DOnt be too contented for leaving just like this. For, i hold on
to your promises that you've gave. Reminding myself that it's was just all a lie.

Hhahaha. It;s you who turn me into sucha bitch to scold you all this vulgars. :D
I still brother eh. sucker!

2008-09-13T22:31:00.000-07:00

Yeah, currently on new moon! :D Almost finishing, wooohooo! :] Wanted to buy ecilpse ytd at kino.

But in the end, dint bring $$. Fcuk man! End up, walking ard town penniless with king&mic.

Wanted to go see laogao's thing, in the end close. Wtf! Dint mug ytd, went home after that& went down have dinner with king. I own him too much! :x I'll pay back you pretty soooon!

Let's say : HAPPY BITHRDAY AMIRAH! :D

It's zhong qiu jie today also! :D ANY PLANS? UHS. HAHAHAHA.

Two more crucial weeks to get over with, and finally eoys! After that i shall have date

with HIM/HER/THEY :D

Fck you lah, knn. Got problem run back to us, you think we your money tree ah.

Produce any amount of money you want and then off you goes so far trying to severe ties

with us. C'mon lah, my family dont mind. It's a utter disgrace having you this kind of ppl

in our household. Throw you one million, run as far away as possible lah. Stay thr, make gran

so miserable nia. Money daiji also want ask gran. She how old, you how old?! No hands to work

ah. Got $ to make whole body tattoo, no money to support the household.

Luckily gran got enough of assets on her hand man. If anything goes wrong, we will hold you responsible.

i'll tell ppl take a parang and heck you to death for all we care. FUCK YOU.

I'm getting so vulgar! :\

Anyway, look on the bright side of life! :]

Told myself ytd&day before. Yes, it's over. How great. I should slap myself

left&right to wake up throughly. I should be doing that in the beginning, but yet

i cling on trying to salvage. So, it's time to let go and not reminscene the past.

Fck man, i'm here trying & thr you're doing that. Fish you upside down. So for short,

no goodbye from you,nothing. I get it, & let's just hope the things that you did for her,

are worth it. Fck man.

YES, I'M SAYING YOU'RE A SUCKER. FUCKER. Fuck you upside down.

Nobody's at home agn ! :\ Wooooooo. I shall go play xbox with eunice! hahahahaha.

Yes, she's the new adorable. Will be missin her like hell next year after parents decided to move

to th next stop ): Might as well go thailand lah. zzzz.

Yes, trigger my emotions somemore before i scream at you like hell.

Ohkays, off to read my new moon. Twilight come back sooon! ):

Mr chan better dont spill any coffee for in case he decided to keep

himself awake and drink a cup. I'll scream at you too.

Wtf, i'm talking man! :\ :x :\ :x :\ :x :\ :x

2008-09-09T02:21:00.000-07:00

HELLLOOOOOOS, I'M HERE TO TELL YOU, I GOT TWILIGHT! :DDDD

HOHOHOHO, AFTER BLOGGING YTD, MUMMY BOUGHT ME TWILIGHT!

AND IT'S VERY VERY NICE OKAYS! :] I'M ABIT BEHIND WHEN EVERYONE IS

READING OTHER ESP LIAO. NEHMIND, GRACE JIAYOU! :D

MUMMY FIND ME VERY GOOD NOWADAYS, GO HOME EARLY.

PROMISE TO BUY ME THINGYS. HAHAHA.

ILOVE MUMMMMMMMMMY :D

BYEEEEEEEE.

2008-09-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

Let go when i'm suppose to.

Stood there broke down and cry. Give me a direction that i could walk too,
mesmerized by you way too much. No other brilliant way that you could fix
those pieces?

Yes, i stood down there broke down and cry on liyun shoulder's earlier on.
It's been so long since i'm reacting this way. Dont ask me why, if you're with me all
along, you should know why. Give me a few more days, and i promise i'll be my old
self back. Let me broke down a few more days and cry like nobody's business.
Eoys are near. Yet, i'm facing all this farktard thing. It's way too hard for me to take it.

Mummy, tell me which direction i should turn to ): Everything is going downhill.

Let's hope cca stand down very very sooooon. I need to get my studies back on
track & have breakfast with them :D I bet they're missin' me like hell! hahahaha.
Read yahui's twilight few chapters and realise it's addictive! (: I'm considering whether
i should get one sooon. It's very addictive okays! This way, dont need to bother her anymore :]
Seating arrangement change. I'm located at the back! :x Wanjun is sitting at my seat, i bet you're
enjoying yourself and relaxing yourself! ROARRRRRRRRRR.
So saddist man, as told by yahui, i'll get luekemia(dont know how to spell lah) easily. Cos i get bruises
easily! Might be dying easily if i get it. Fish!

Dear grace is scaring herself agn! :\

My ranking are at the bottom ): Nooo, i shouldn't be occupying that space.
Neither i should be failing so many subjects.

Wont be posting so much often now. No, i should restrict myself from touching the comp.
I'm back home right after school. Hahahaha, I know i'm guai! :D
Study mah! Ohh yes, cut my hair tooooo. So long dint cut my hair alr. Like weeds man! :x
So fugly can! Let's wait for mummy to fix a appointment and off i go to the salon :DDD
And let's hope mummy dont fix a appointment with th dental sooooooon.
I should prepare tissues to school tooo :]

Note to self :
-Get jason a large bottle of green tea.
-Get chocolates&sweets for classes :D
-Get twilight onto my hand!
-Get a new pair of specs
-Get my studies back to track.

Blog till here then, see when i'm blogging agn :D
XOXOXOXOXOXO.

2008-09-06T23:51:00.000-07:00

MY BODY ACHE LIKE SHIT!
AFTER THE VOLLEYBALL-ING WITH KING YTD! ROARRRR.
AND THANKS GOD, I'M NOT AWAY OUT THR AND INSTEAD OF HERE BLOGGING AND DOING
MY HEYMATHS! THREE CHEERS FOR THAT!*
I NEED TO BORROW STORYBOOKS ): I NEED TO GO THE LIBRARY WITH SISTERRRRRR.
I NEED TO GO HULA&CO SOOOOON.
I NEEDA TO WEEEEE YOU WEEEEET OFTEN. Although i cant :x
I NEED TO FIND OUT WHT'S HAPPENING BEFORE I CONCLUDE A CONCLUSION.

DONT ASK WHY I'M TYPING IN CAPLOCKS COS I CANT READ THE POST. ALL TOOO SMALLL.
I BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF SEEING TH WAY I BLOG NOW AFTER DONT KNOW MANY YEARS
DOWN THE ROAD.

SCHOOL IS JUST TMRW. SAME ROUTINE. WEARING STUPID OLD SHOE TMR. COS SHOE IS
STILL WET :\ LET'S HOPE IT GET DRY WHEN THE SUN IS OUT NOW.

KOH KAISIANG CHEER UP PLS. YOU CANT DENY THE FACT THOUGH YOU
CANT ACCEPT IT.

REALITY IS JUST SO CRUEL. GIVEN A CHANCE, I KNOW YOU WILL MAKE TO
THE BEST.

LET'S HOPE THERE WILL BE MORE CHANCE.

DONT SAD SAD LIAO LAH. HAIYO. TMR BUY YOU ONE BIG BOTTLE LET YOU
DRINK TILL KILL SPERMS ON THAT DAY. LOLS :P

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2008-09-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

JASON CHEER UP ! :D
DONT GET TOO SAD ABOUT IT! :]
STILL GOT CHANCE LAH.

Hellos earthlings! (:
Hahaha, got burnt today! :x Hands with pathetic blue-black marks.
You should see how many DOTS of blue-black i've got on my both arms. It's rather disgusting!
It's very ugly toooooo! It's very scarrrryy :\
Not too bad, volleyball skills increase UP. Now, i wna play volleyabll when i'm at sentosa!
Like really play! hahaha. At least, not a noob like wht darry always call me as :\
Saw S'pore Muscle Builder man at sentosa today. Wow, he actually play volleyball not too bad.
Lols. Kingston Ang! > no proverb from your own creation hor! Zzzz. Gong gui, gong jiao! =.=
Not too bad, became my consultant liao. hahaha.
I actually dreamt about songka ytd! =.= See, nightmareeeees.

I get much petrified seeing ppl carrying backpack to libraries, holding to notes in mrt.
Cos they're actually SPENDING TIME MUGGGGGGGING. Which i did not at alllll ! ):

No, not even once. Not even a single homework done! Dont play play hor, BLACK HORSE :D
Tmr is sunday, muggggggging timeeeeeeeee. Though i'm saying it now, i doubt i will! ]:
Nvm, motivate me! :D hahahaha.

I'm just want to tell you, YOU DONT ALWAYS EXPECT PPL TO GO THE SAME WAY AS YOU DO.
I'm starting to treat things in a different way :D POSITIVE +

One week just gone like this! ): Dint achieve anything in particular. Except....
SENTOSA :D Tanning. hahaha. Last minute trip. Not too bad :D Of cos,
LIARS TELLING ME LIES Y'KNW :D Bonded with sister. Bonded with section mates! :D
Monday start, mugging start. No more PROCRASTINATING! :)
Actually, tell you smth. I do mug you'knw!
Yes, In the middle of the night. 3am. Morning 6am. hahahaha.
That's why eyebags are so heavy! tsk. The effect.
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP =.=
After eoy, i shall go out with nancylim! :D
It's a date hor. GRACE IS AWAITING!
Yes, december faster come! :]

Woooooops. Somebody's birthday is near! JOHARI. LOLS :p
Off to tv-ing, off to day dream, off to thinking of wht sister is doing now at
her bf's house =.= Off to brush teeeeeth :]
Cutting fringe sucks like totally ?!$#$^@*&^$

2008-09-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

I GET SUPER UPSET WHEN I SAW HER JUST NOW! ):
DONT TELL ME I'MPARANOID! I WISH I' M NOT.
I GET SUPER JEALOUS WHEN SHE'S AWAITING FOR HIM TO COME BACK.
I GET SUPER HAPPY? WHEN MY SISTER IS NOT BACK HOME TODAY.
I GET SUPER WORRIED ABOUT TMR :\

OF COS I DO HOPE, YOU HAVE A HEART TO WISH ME GOODLUCK FOR TMR.
I DOUBT YOU WILL.
Dear jason, know wht i'm referring to :D

I'VE AFFLIATIONS WITH RATS!. I actually dreamt about them!
And witnessing their death infront of me. Witnessing them running infront of me!
I should not roar now, i should SQUEAK! that's lame, i know! :x

KINGSTON GET WELL SOOOOOON! :D
Damn, he's always laughing at my arm fats ?!@#%$&@#~!@# :x

Ohkays, should i look forward for tmr? M.I.X.E.D FEELINGS. Definetly will miss the times spent
in bio lab. hahahaha. Beef noodles in vietnam, sushi in japan. lOLS.

Hear my cries! ]: I'm upset. I'm sad. I'm not happy! I actually cried in my sleep ytd!
Although i always mention tears are precious, but yet. I cant help it.
HEAR MY CRIES! ]: I upset you know! I'm not so strong as ever!
I'm always having nightmares which sucks totally! :x
I always procrastinate lately! Leaving my work till last minute! That's why i'm in TLM :P hahaha.
I always bump into rats! ?#$@#&

At least i manage to save money lately! :D With the help of wanjun!
hahaha. MY money consultant!
Wanjun dont sad liao! :D My shoulders is here! See you cry make me wna cry too.
At least she's up there watching you! YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL! :D <33

School is reopening! Should i look forward? idk. M.I.X.E.D FEELINGS.
Ohh yes, Ate laksa today. hahaha. Realise long john breakfast is nice! :D
Ohkays, let's hope i do well tmr! :D Or rather make is successful.
Dont wna leave with regret for not doing well. At least i learn some life values
my ownself. Hahaha. Reflected on myself every night. Walking home thinking of alot
of things. Perhaps, i did all this thinking too late. PERHAPS.

I THOUGHT I COULD COUNT ON YOU, BUT I WAS SO WRONG.
GIVE ME ASSURANCE. DONT LET ME RETREIVE IT BACK <3
AS MUCH AS I DONT IT.

R.A.I.N.B.O.W AFTER THE RAIN.

2008-09-02T20:17:00.000-07:00

Dont ask me why i'm not blogging the past few weeks, days?
Busy. Get me out of the busy days! ):
I've got so much to blog about! Let's hope i'll have the mood to blog today.
Cos i'm going out sooooooooooon! With my dearest sister! :D It's been ages since i'm going movie with her (: One year? hahahaha.
Suppose to have perc lesson today- CANCELLED. Suppose to have check up. CANCELLED.
Parents sucks ytd! In the middle of th night, something happen downstairs.
Uhs, Mad woman? Screaming away loudly. Make me cant be able to sleep in the living room.
YES, LIVING ROOM. I SLEPT IN TH LIVING ROOM YTD. Let's hope i dont procrastinate later about changing my blogskin. Cos I'm so sick and tired of this blogskin :\

{Edited}
Catch Wall-e just now. Super cute! Paid 12bucks with credit card! :\ Sister is too rich!
Or maybe even trying to show off. hahahaha :p
I'm hogging to the comp everytime yet i did nothing about f&n &maths. It's raining the
whole aftrnooon. I got flu bugs on my body! ): Stuff my nose with tissue. My body ache like hell!
The blue-black is getting bigger means it's recovering :D No blanket ytd.
There's pet rocket/band tmr. I'm going school almost everyday like though there's no holidays!
My arms are getting fatter. Saggy! Stupid kingston keep reminding me about it :x
At least i grew fat you know :D
Been editing the template for my new skin for like one hour. Yet i deleted it. Way too messy:x
Ohh well, let's just stick to this FROGGY skin.
Friday, Let's hope i'm going out with mummy plus sister! Shopping they pay :D hahaha.
Dont think why i'm blogging this way today. JUST RANDOM.

Sometimes, i dont know who to turn to. Someone give me assurance pls.
It's pretty tired of me to think alot. I've no choice but to keep predicting wht will happen.
Think the next step i'm gna take. IT'S JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE FOR NOW.

Dont let me lose hope and say you're not the one for me.

2008-08-24T00:35:00.000-07:00

I'M CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO TAKE A BOW-RIHANNA.
It's been one week since i blog. My termtest went out of place ):
I practically flucked my combine humans! AMIRAH, I'M NOT GNA TALK TO YOU. LOL. kidding!
September holidays coming! (: I shouldn't be rejoicing about it. Cos i've got no holidays!
ROARRRRRRRRR.

MOnday: Percussion Course at SCH.
Tuesday: Pet Rocket :\
Wednesday: Checkup :x
Thursday:Pet Rocket :\
Friday:Pet Rocket :\
Satuday: Competition! :\

Tell me why on earth i should call it september holidays! :x I dont even have time
to STUDY! yes, STUDY ! I dont even have time to play! ):
I dont have time to go out with my cliques! D:
I'll just have to wait for december holidays!
Sister is back to whipe up dishes for me! :D Hahahah, she's the new mum in my house.
Ohkays, blog agn someday :D

I dont know where the past of you have gone to. It's very hard to communicate with you nowadays.
Dont say sorry just b'cos you did that to satisfy me. I'm giving you time, if it's time up.
I'll say BYE though i cant let go.
Letting go is th hardest part {
You're always making me go haywire. Butt i hope i'm not paranoid, for ILOVEYOU :D

I'M CONFESSING TO YOU NOW! :D
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU! :D
hahahahahaha, yes i love you. tsk.

2008-08-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

I want buy paulfrank strap! Tell me where to buy! I WANT IT! ): Saw another person having th
strap agn today, at yishun interchange. PAULFRANK AH. I WANT PAULFRANK SLIPPERS.
But of cos elmo is nice too! :D Slacked throughout th whole day today. Went out with
darry&liyun earlier on. Pool+bowling. Doze off awhile while watching olympic. My day today is pretty
much boring :\ Sister has not been home for one day. She's still not back yet till now.
Perhaps, my dad was right. Everyone is starting to treat this home like a hotel. They just check in& check out whenever they like. Especially my brother. I dont know why this family is turning into this state ):
And i've just realise so many things that i never heard of. Kinship is very fragile. I've always thought
it's only happening on me, but it had alr happened on others. Yet, they handle it strongly.
Parting might be the best solution (:
It's almost 7.30 ! :D guess wht, table tenni finals! hahaha. Hopefully s'pore wins! :D

MICHAEL PHELPS GOT HIS 8 GOLD MEDALS! :D
he finally achieve his dream. Even other competitors who compete with him felt that it was
a honoured thing.
I'm putting effort to consistenly blog. Yay! :D

I'm still finding answers to it. I'll be waiting, just for that sentence you've said.
I hope all that you've said, it's true.

2008-08-16T03:26:00.000-07:00

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEE. It's part and parcel of life :D Pei her during the last time of her life!
You still have me y'know! :] I'm not too bad either. Just that... I'm getting retarded and s.l.o.w.
YES. S.L.O.W - getting very slow to figure out. Fish! He became more crazier b'cos of us! ):
We became more afraid b'cos of him! :\ I bet he's trying to haunt us down. I should hire a bodyguard, for i'm timid! Termtest is finally over! :D I guess i dint really studied for it, for i'm gna like flunk everything lah. At least life is happier, life is better. Lots of things is still left undone.
I'M RETARDED! ): I'M VERY S.L.O.W ):
Went for pet rocket earlier with jason :) Got stung by mosquitos! 8-eight. Too bad blood too sweet (: dont play play hor, A+ leh. hahahaha. Okays, i'm the repairman in the house. I'm starting to fixed things. I'm the caretaker in my house. I'm the secretary for the people sitting near me. I'm the maria for jason. I'm the dang-jian-pai for my brother. See , see ,see! I'm everything! ROAR.
I thought you've a brain to think wht's going on, but no } PEA BRAIN.
I'm still not having dinner with emelia! ): I still haven't share with her wht's happening. I think it's time to lean on her shoulder and tears! )):

fishfishfishfish. i'm falling apart soon. getting fragile. lols.
idk wht's happening that you had such a sudden change in you. i thought you will be thr, but i was wrong. if i could tell you how i feel, it could have be much better. i've got alot of things
to tell you, for i know you could understand me. how could i even share with you when you're ignoring me.
it hurts me to see this friendship going like this, & it hurts even more to actually THINK that you'll be thr
for me. if i was given chance, i'll say ILY to you. for, the feelings is thr. yes, i teared b'cos of you.
i ate nothing for a day just to stare into spaces and think wht is going on. i sat down, scribble on the paper.
i look at the sky. i reflected on myself. i thought back of the things you said/advised me.
i'm gradually getting w.e.a.k. i'm getting fragile. for, i've got no one to share the things i'm going through now.
like i said, falling apart. family falling apart. I WANT TO TALK TO YOU, LISTEN TO YOUR VOICE, RECEIVE YOUR MSG.
fyi, i put you as my screensaver as imy. if you could chance upon on wht i've said, i think it's enough.

2008-08-12T02:26:00.000-07:00

Thr's a change in me to go home early and blogging at this point of time:D
Cos TERMTEST :\ Suppose to go swimming, but ohh well. Parents disagree with termtest.
Felt guilty for not studying for the past three days of holidays ): Was out to watch fireworks,ron's birthday,sharmin house. Rather happy this few days though i dint even study (: Much things lining up for me to complete and to conquer =p
Went esplanade to catch firework on o9o8o8. A pretty nice spot we had managed to get.
Too bad blogger screw loose, doesn't allow me to upload. Firework was magnificent plus had
SAKAE SUSHI :D a looooong time since i had. Reached home ard 11plus :\ was dead tired.
Kbox was mentioned alr. && Went sharmin's house ytd to bake cake! :D CHEESECAKE. Turned out
pretty fine but, i think it's not that edible? LOLS.
It's micheal lim birthday today! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D MICHEAL LIM ENCHENG!
15 alr! waited for so long this day finally arrive! (: tsk, getting ic soon & hopefully
you doesn't get too stressed up sometimes regardless in your cca or studies! :]]

It's combine humans tmr! ): Not that confident. ROAR. plus, having band in th morning. Which
i think i'm gna like drown inside those pieces and forgetting wht i've studied. hahaa. Sister is kind of
great to offer to make breakfast for me today! :] but guess wht, i told her i'm gna go out of the house soon & make it for me tmr, that's like baddddddd.

FYI, updating my blog is for my own sake for this time. I just doesn't want my blog to be dead and
seems so liveless though with lil photos!
Just realise, going out with jason & darry seems to be fun:D Of cos with th usual people rocks
too :D Lots of birthday has been coming up lately. Gna be broke soooooooon! D:
Got scolded by mum for spending way too much $ nowadays plus with my phone bill exceeding
way too much. $80 bucks. Fish! Should get a prepaid sooon.

PS, IT'S TOO LONG FOR ME TO ENDURE! come back real soooooon! D:
PPS, i miss dinner with EMELIA TEOI :D

ppps, sometimes finding someone to rant on is very difficult. Claiming youself
as my best friend is a hypocrite thing, think wht you has done for me, think of the words you had said. Could it have hurt me before that you doesn't realise?
Or could it be those harsh words you directed at me make me speechless.
Reflect on yourself, reflect on wht you've said to me. It's hurting me way too much. Left me speechless.
*A random paragraph i'm just stating. It could not have meant anything.
DONT THINK TOO MUCH, NEITHER ASSUME.

Countings to the days.

2008-08-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

Been rather busy. Not blogging for dont know how many zillion years (abit exaggerating)
I'm blogging now, b'cos of LOHWANJUN.

OKAYS, I'M BLOGGING FOR THE SAKE OF LOHWANJUN :D
seeeeeee, i'm taking out time to blog eh. So nice of me. hahahaha. Poor mummy is sick ): Hope she get well soon!
Okays, so many things coming up. so many things has happened. Friend's birthday, performances,ndp
test. Bursting my head sooooooon due to all this things. I should say school been great so far :D
It's a happy thing you know, for me to say school is great ! :D
Yesssssssssss. Out tmr for k-box,movie& RONNIE BIRTHDAY:D Such a lucky kid to be born
in 9aug! :D Olympic is just tmr! Out on sunday, out on monday. Dang! No time for study!
I'm gna fall apart soooooon. Gna be broke tooooo. Yayeeeeee. 8AUG. LIYUN'S&GRACE DAY! :D
SMILE :DDDD thr's too much for me to blog. and seriously, time is running out on my side.
So, gna post next time! Hoepfully my blog dont rot like shi* ! :D

2008-06-29T05:27:00.000-07:00

Went amk hub just now :D Uhs, just walk ard. Saw nothing that could caught my eye! Went ntuc extra and wow, saw a family bought a total of $260.70 ! Imagine, that's their one week or one month groceries :\ 200 plus bucks spent on groceries! Ohmygod manxzxz. Therefore, my sis was like fed-up kept commenting how th boy was behaving. Spoil brat. hahaha. & That's why he so fat. tsk. My sis is bad :x Ate ichiban sushi for dinner, not as good as sakae :D Should have ate fish&co lah. Better lorh :\ Yesyesyes. Nancy mention me in her blog! :D I'm so happy! Cos of me, she blog.
Yayeeeeeee. I'm so happy! :] She brighten up my day. hahahahah.
School starting tmr :x With new topics pouring in, imagine my last term topics haven't even clear up yet, and i'm learning new things =.= Holidays meant for me to clear it up, but yes time doesn't wait for me. Butt, nvm lah. I can see nancy you'knw! :D I can pass her the thingy that i bought.
SHHHHHH, SECRET. *PRAY HARD THAT SHE LIKE IT.* Though i doesn't really know wht she like.
NANCYLIM. Be excited, i'm gna give you something tmr! HAHAHAHA :D And i dont think i be free lately
to blog so frequently. I'll just upload some photos to friendster or maybe save it in my comp :D

ILOVE NANCYLIM. I'M NUTS OVER YOU. HAHAHAHA.

2008-06-28T21:38:00.000-07:00

Ytds TLM outings! :D it was great. Went to masqurade studio& i swear it was awesome.
You will go WOW. It's was smth you dint expect the place to be. It was fill with costume, all sort of
costume that you could find. Like those drama whr they wore shields;armour & etc. Headed to bugis street since thr was nothing that caught our eyes. Not quite a fruitful trip. Four sisters looking for a didi shirt:D
Haha, that's wht came to our mind. Each of us ended helping our DIDI to pay 2bucks each for the shirt. Woah, gna handsome on satuday aye! tsk :] Emelia introduce us to his bubble tea hut or smth! It was nice too :D The fried rice with lemon chicken wing! Dont play play hor, $5.50 for one plate leh. Amirah kept quiet aftr shopping awhile as she was damn thirsty can! Poor her had to kept quiet just
bcos all she need is drink. hahahah. Went took neos after that with our retarded photos & of cos some nice pics. Zhonghsien & yanlin went seperate ways aftr neos for the sembwinds concert. So three of us decided to go pasar malam walk walk then off to popular. Tsk, bump into emelia mum and her Brother! Okays,he's cute :D I dont know why blogger doesn't allow me to upload or rather taking sucha long time to upload the pictures.
zzZZZzzzz. Going amk hub later to walk walk alone later :D Tsk, of cos meeting up sis after her FACIAL. seee, going to be rich taitai liao. I cant wait to see her wearing a wedding gown! Every's girl dream to walk down the aisle with your loved ones! :D Of cos i do miss her very much after she's off to live in another house with JIE-FU :D Irrelevant stuffs that i'm blogging =.= Ohkays, i got smth for nancy :D See, time pass so quickly that it's almost monday. Another round of stress-ness. This time with things going after school. Zzzzz.
I think my blog sucks. Or rather boring. with no pictures. or stuffs. Dont worry, i find smth to entertain you guys. Unglam photos :D
Byeeeee.

2008-06-27T20:16:00.000-07:00

Hohohohoho. I've changed blogskin! :D
Abit dull for the last skin. So yeah, decided to change :D
Hmmmmmm, TLM OUTINGS LATER. woohoooooooo. Off to bugis. Hahaha.
We're going for a mission you'knw! Masqurade studio or smth. Tsktsk :D
And it's been long since i went to bugis too. Hhahahaha. I shall see whether am i able to
load up photos later. 5thjuly! :D
Okays, it's gna be a realy busy week for me. BUSY AS A BUMBLE BEE. BEEBEE.
Five days gone. So fast! &Monday will be back to school again. Tha'ts really really fast okays.
Hohohohoho. I WANT TO SEE NANCY. I WANT SAY HELLO TO HER :] yayeeeeeeeee.
I'm like nuts over her =.= Just simply because i think she's a good listening ear :D
God knows why i think that she's a listening ear. Maybe cos BABY.MILO told me he do consult
or talk to her whenever he's down :]

I'm upset the last few days. Really upset. But yet i chose to ignore it & SMILE :D
I THINK EMELIA ROCKS BIG TIME :D Hahaha. Two years of friends. Going
through HAPPY/SAD difficult times tgt. Having TELEPATHY :D She do really
understand me! heh. Having the same stand tgt, the same situation :]

Lastly, i need a listening ear ! )': Hoho, to rant on those stuffs going on.
I've got to prepare for later! :D

NANCYNANCYNANCYNANCYNANCY, see see see. How crazy am i over you! hahaha :D

2008-06-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

I've got so much PHOTOS to upload! &I've so much things to blogggggggggggg.
I'm pretty much satisfied that SS project is halfway done, plus homework left half of it! Yes, Great Achievement! YT concert thingy plus POP tmr. Shucks, five days one week goneeeeeeee. I'll just have to look forward for two days remaining & monday nightmare starts. With teachers ranting non-stop, EYEBAGS appearing darker & darker. Holidays just zooooooooom. Oh man, everyday chiong-ing homework on sunday, i bet. hahahaha. And i've got much movies to catch, so many shows to watch. zzzZZZzzzz.
I think shopping is out lahh. No money+time. I'm so looking forward to december holidays alr! :\
Definetly not SEPTEMBER holidays. Just one week, more worst. Study,study,study.
Ouhkays, I'm gna take loads of TLM photos tmrw :D
I feeling like saying IMISS/LOVE YOU to someone. And i feel like saying lots of things to somebody.
Hhahahahaha. Thinking of whether to make this a private blog just for my close gfs/friends to view.
Okays, i haven't iron anything yet. Haven't get ready for the stuffs tmr. Haven't watch esp11 of
FATED TO LOVE YOU :] It's uber nice can! Hhahahah. Doke introduced to me! I guess i dont have
much time to watch alr :\ Sian diao. One whole week of stepping into school everyday.
HOLIDAYS Y'KNOW!!!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhh. I think blogger/comp making a fool out of me!
When the usb cable work well, blogger cant let me upload. And when usb cable cant work, i've
a feeling that blogger can upload. Wth. Okays, PHOTOS SOME OTHER DAYS :D
Off to watch FATED TO LOVE YOU. IT'S REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NICEEEEE :D

2008-06-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

There's photos todayyyyyyy :D haha.

Fish, i think smth wrong with bloggerrrr! I can't seem to upload photo >.<

Trying , trying , trying , trying, trying :D
Nah, i cant upload. Zzzzzzzzzz.

I use to think alot. Alot lot more. & now i finally understand. I had regretted. I know there's no turning back & i just could only hold on. Waiting for smth to happen, waiting for you to change. Nobody's perfect.
Neither am i nor you. But, all those things you did just couldn't let me stop predicting wht will happen next. And wht will become of you? & Wht will become in this friendship. I thought i should just stop thinking that's bothering me. And think back those images where we are happily camwhoring, shopping, those laughters. I just smile to myself foolishly.
I know i'm contradicting, aint i? :D But somehow, i need a voice to tell me what i should do next. Which decision i choose will lead me to wht consequences, and wht will happen eventually. Or rather YOU tell me wht i'm suppose to do pls :D
And i just hope you honour your words, and stop being so TWO-SIDED. I knew it all, i just chose to kept quiet.
Cos i doesn't want anything to happen right now :D Just hope You stop being like this.

hahahahahah. All of those above, it's dedicated to YOU :D If you're clever enough to think it's you, then i'm glad :D I just couldn't rant out all those hard feelings i'm feeling now.
I know there's people reading it. So, DIARRRRRRRYYYYYY. it's the best book that i could ever
write down. hahahah.
I'm nuts today. Camwhore wid me superstar :] Tsk, i love her to bits.
Gna be busy for the upcoming days. Fish, and holidays just over. Four weeks, i dont
know wht i've been doing so far. I haven't been enjoying lately. Except for times when
i'm with TLM, in band :D How i wish i could have few more weeks. & that's impossible=.=
Randooooooooom. =.=

2008-06-13T01:53:00.000-07:00

I'M BACKKKKKKKKK :D Tsk. I feel so happy can! I slept for 17hours since ytd. Band camp was alright lah. We immediately went to eat mac aftr we break camp. Hhahaa. Imagine withouth stepping out of school for four days and it feels damn great lah. Every morning woke up see the school surrondings. Damn bored can.
ohh yes, i ate green tea mcflurry too! :D &It feels so great lying on my bed.
Dint manage to sleep on the first night! Except it almost dawn then i started falling asleep. Floor damn hard can. Then 2nd night, everyone doze off very quickly cos it was raining! :D The weather was like damn shiok lah.
Plus PT in the morning, everyone was dead tired. Tsk. Third night! :]] Yes, manage to sleep nicely too :D Hhahaha. Weiwei is very funny! :) Woah. At least the camp we did achieve smth! :D And at least i had bonded with my section! :D Percussion is <3 !
Emelia,Amirah,Yanlin,Zhonghsien,Kamarul,Arjun,Amelia&Nasrul.
Sadly, zhaoshi&baoyi dint came for the camp.
Hahaha. At least zhonghsien entertain us with those jokes. Tsk.
Those days that we had spent, is memorable & happy! :D hahaha. I'm high man. LOL.
Hahaha. And yes, i miss my mum's dinner. The rice that she cooked! lol.

Moodswing today. Stomach cramp. Toss&turn on the bed for like 2hours. Feel like vomitting. Symtoms of PMS. LOL. Dint went out with my superstar to watch kungfu panda cos all of those above symtoms strike me today. Walaooooo. Zzzzzz.

Ohkays, when she told me that she dislike you , i was like why? She just said that
she got the feeling that you aint a good friend. To me, I've never thought so much cos i knew the trust that linger in me is on you :D Butt, seeing the way you behave with them, i just couldnt
really understand you. NO, I DINT REALLY GO TO THE EXTEND AND UNDERSTAND YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE. & I was quite puzzled lah, are you those sort of follow the crowd? & just replace anyone
with anything? I wish i could never judge you that way, but the truth is out thr. I can't treat it like though i had never seen anything. I was wrong in YOU, HIM, AND ME. Wrong in me for thinking that
you 're one that i could ever ask for for sucha good friend.
Blahblahblahblahblahblahblah. Ignore the above paragraph. Just randomly spit out how i'm feeling right now.

I'm back to my normal life. Sleep,eat,watch tv. Hhahaha. It's 5.30 right now. Tong Xin Yuan start liao!
Dint catch it for three days eh! Hhahahaha. I wna go out shop soon, eat lots of things, bond with my sister!
LOL. i bet she's missing me just that she dint say out. Hhahaha. Father's day is coming! :D
The day i'm appreciating things that dad did. Nah, i appreciate everything he did everyday. Hhahaha.

2008-06-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYY :D
Slacked at semb today with amirah! :) She came to my house and blablablah. Finally ate GREENTEA MCFLURRY. Uhs, quite nice? Same flavour as hokkaido's greentea ice-cream :D Darn, bernard went
M.I.A for the whole morning. Dint reply my msges/calls. Whad the. And we had chatted bout ghost
stories ! :) creepy. There's INCREDIBLE TALES tonight (: It's back again! I think i'm too afraid to
watch it, butt still i wna watch! what a scardy cat i am yeah! =.= I wna watch kungfu panda like real
soon! Zzzzzzz. King watching tmr with wanjun they all? & Yes, great. I'm in camp tmr! :\ People date
me out on fridayyyyyyyyyy! :D I'm back on thursdayyyyy. hhahahaha. I wna do lots of stuffs. I'm
turning into a bad girl lately! Spending money like my house own a bank like that =.= Ohh well, GSS
SALE :D hhahaha. Best time to get everything. & Now i miss lots of people! )': I'm only getting my
braces late july cos my mum had borrowed my brother $5000. The whole family is wondering wht he's up to lately.
I hate that faggot who stole my shoe! FISH. Three pairs. Adidas`havanias`billabong. Block shopping
also dont need shop till my house want wht! Now, gna spend money on shoes. Whad the.. Plus my shoe is like use for dont know how long alr lah, not even tempting enough till you cant resist! FAGGOT. Gna install camera tv and make sure you're caught return double of the price! ASSSSSSSS
HOLEEEEEEEEEE. I'm very random today. Blogging those unrelated stuffs.
I MISS HELL LOTS OF PEOPLE! ):
I MISS LIYUN`WANJUN. Dint went out lately with them. Zzzzzz.
I MISS MY SUPERSTARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
I MISS MY GFS.
OHHH FISH, HOW I WISH I COULD GO OUT WITH THEM RIGHT NOW.

& MY HOUSE GOT LOTS OF DUMPLINGS! HANDMADE DUMPLINGS.
FROM MY GRANDMOTHER! :D &&&&&&& FROM MY SISTER BF MUM (: I ATE ALOT. GETTING FAT :D

Ouhkays, till here. Miss me readers! :D be back blogging on thursday. Hopefully with loads
of photos :] I'm sure there's glamourous & unglam want. hhahaha. If one day i seek permission
from LIM ZHONGHSIEN that i could be allowed to post his OBSCENCE phtos ! Damn obscence can.
Not wearing pants. geeeeees.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2008-06-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day :D It's 11.37pm now. So saddistic lahh. Some people cant even use the comp
at this point of time. If you think who you're then let it be :) Butt , it's mainly ` YOU YOU YOU.
Ohhhh. C'mooon. Seriously thr's no use go round bragging lorh. Feel so sad for YOU. Shirt also those
lousy lousy der. Go buy vintage tee lah. Do y'knw wht's that? I doubt so. Starbucks vintage tee etc.
If you knw that you ain't saying her, just confess out the name lah. & she dint stated out that it's you either.
So wht for, pick up such a big fuss about it man? Dont down thr groan so much lahh. Zzzz.
If your conscience clear, just shudd up & get on blogging till th end of post.

Woah. I think my wishlist is getting longer if i'm adding on to it somemore. Cos who doesnt get
materialistic? tsk. I WNA GET HELL LOTS OF THINGS. & i wna go bugis streeet. cos i wna check out smth :D
y'knw smth :D that's really interesting. & i wna go some many placeeees to shop. Zzzzzz.
$$$$ faster come out from my mum's wallet. hahaha. I'm bad =p
Okays, lil earthings. Off to my lalalala land.

2008-06-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

Woahhhhh. Ytd was fridayyyyyy.
& today is SATURADAYYYYYYYYYY.
hhahahah. Rot at home the whole day! :\
Eat , sleep , watch tv , do homework.
Boooooo. How boring my life is! Zzzz.
Radio is L.O.V.E. At least it kill boredom. Ahhhh. I wna watch Kungfu Panda&Chronicles of Narnia desperately before i'm off to camp D:
Four days you know. I'm gna friggin miss my E.L.M.O bolster. How silly of me to thought of bringing that along. Lmao. Hhahaha. I'm snacking at home alot these days. With soft drinks,tibits,cup noodles,chocolate muffins.
Isn't that tempting enough to stop you from going out? LOL. & My sister can have the whole bed to herself when
i'm off to camp. Tons of homework still left lying around on my table for me to finish up. Hhahah. Gna bring along
to camp to finish up making full use of the free time we had :D
I'm gna sneak in my chocolates. geeeeees. Yanlin told me that by eating chocoate before you're off to sleep
will a least gain weight. I dont know whether it's true, but gna try you knw :] hhahaha.
Ahhhh. My superstar is still in m'sia enjoying! D: Hopefully i'm the first one she ask to seee when she's back :)
Heh. & we gna camwhore. She love doing that. Of cos with her lil sister around. tsk.

2008-06-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

I knew it , i knew it , I KNEW IT!

Fishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfish.
Fishfishfishfishfishfishfishfishfish. Fish you guys upside down,left&right.

I've got to be civillised & that's why i'm typing FISH.
I'm speechless bout everything. You guys left me dumbfounded not
knowing wht to do. I knew it & i've guess it. The awful truth that i was not
hoping to know, not hoping to see & eventually it all turn out to be true.
Yes, it might be my fault. Or not anyone's fault. But being as my ___________
you guys didn't even took out th initiative. Fish, i shouldn't elaborate anymore.
For in case, it'll turn out like how THEY're in th state right now. Maybe in th first
place i should have gone all out to find out th truth. But i just didn't cos i was
afraid to th know th truth. Yes, i should like keep it in my heart forget everything.
Cos i really cant afford to let history repeat )':

And yes, i got to be HAPPYYYYYYY aye! :D
Did nothing at home except ROT.ROT.ROT.
Uhs, finish up assignments & stuffs listen to fm radio :]
Tsk. It's 2JUNE'o8 / 020608. Zooooom. & Half a year gone.
I wonder wht i did last 6months tht i could be satisfied of.
My dear superstar went to m'sia! D: fishing sad lahh. Only be
back like one week later, which i'm be in camp by then.
GSS is here! :D Gna rob my mum's money & off to shopping.
Anyway price increased much much more. So might as well buy things now! :D
Hhahaha. Chronicles of narnia! Wna ask macho acc me go watch =p At th same time
rant at him all those stuffs that i'm feeling fishing SAD/ANGRY/JEALOUS about. tsktsktsk.
Tmr's gna be like i-dont-know-wht day? Hhahaha.
& i'm telling myself to smile :D

i couldnt hide my tears anymore. i know it's precious but you guys really sadden me.
Perhaps i'm making a wrong choice. & I never want it to be that way either. I stood thr
looking at those buildings. If one day it collapses, our friendship will never collapse.
And that's wht i told myself.

2008-05-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

Played MISSION IMPOSSIBLE ` I M POSSIBLE.

Though we're in th FINALS :D , but we had screwed up in th semi-finals ytd.

Shucks! All of us are quite nervous though. & Without any notices

we're th second to perform. Of cus nervous &afraid. Without Dinesh's presence

over thr. I think he's our pillar of support :D

Somehow or rather, dependent on him . We couldnt keep our

nervous-ness away. We just screw up like nobody's business. All was

so much perfect when we kept practising in th band room. We just sat

thr complain-ing how much we could do better & stuffs. Not just sat thr looking

at th groups which did well esp for th dancers! Woah, they was like awesome lah.

Cute dancesteps! xD A ray of hope was thr for us, somehow or rather with

people encouraging us that we do stand a good chance :D

Yayeeeeee, so we're in for th FINALS yeah. Was like ringing

up every possible people tht i could think of in school

to help us check out th finalist. Tsk. Received a call

from amirah saying tht we're in. Ohhh well. Gna be real busy for th upcoming

weeks. Prepare for camps,finals. Finish up assignments and blablah. I wonder is

this a MUST part&parcel of a student's life? Ohhh well. School stress us out

real badly that i should say with them having th sec 4s coming for lesson for two weeks

& half of their holidays gone. Priority is their O's having good results T.T

The last Minute make it through!

Be our fanclub! Yayeeeeeeee. You know th drill, donate $50

and blabla to join our fanclub. Shall not elaborate more.

So join our FANCLUBBBB :D

Bloghop & browse through profiles this morning.

seems like thr's so much thing going on tht i doesn't even know.

Ohhh well. I just doesnt know why i do not have to courage to face

certain things. Maybe it's a like phobia? I guess she's having a hard time now

and yes, being once a BEST FRIEND of hers just sat down here procrastinating

how i feel. One year has past, not met even once i should say. In th same

district, not met even ONCE. But till last week, i had met her. It was a surprise. Dint

expected tht i could like met her just so luckily. I knew tht she had changed after this one year

with her nice mates around her and stuffs. Well, which human doesn't experience changes?

All we could ever say when we met is HELLO & BYE after one year.

Once best friend, and we could ever say when we met is HELLO&BYE.

Is quite heartening for me though. Once best friend which could talk practically

everything under th sun for hours. And sharing th passion in us for everything. Just hello&bye

we could say when we met. Rewinding back to those times when i'm in her house being

her lab rat cutting hair for me. Hhahaha. That's was like uber fun-ness!

Let's just hope i stop procrastinating and get right up to her & approach her! :D

A boring day for me. GRrrrrrr. Once you decided to walk away, thr's not

much a possibility for you to turn back.

Arghhh, with all those heavy instruments moving ard in & out ytd. And my legs're

ruined! Zzzzz. With so many blueblack appearing on my leggy.

Shucks! That's pretty awful when i wear shorts. & It's pain okays.

Tmrw saturday. & Let's see wht can i do :D I want see the performance for

rod man! )': Plan to sneak in. But aiyah, come thinking of it. I hate

to be so sneakily & so troublesome! Let's just see my mood tmr (: Hhahahah.

I wanna catch chronicles of narnia-prince of caspian! Not sure whether it's nice

though, but at least it's interesting with those interesting plots in th story! hahaha.

Of cus after movie-ing follow up is shopping. Geegaagaa. Anyone got good

recommendations of nice clinics for braces? :D Considering**

Getting very naggy in this post! :]

Till here then :)

2008-05-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

GRINNNNNNNNNS. The next superstar. Tsktsktsk. We're
th kickbutt of th level :D
Featuring my dear KUNGFU girl!

Sunday`25may.
Raining cats&dogs. Was like wondering wanted to go
adibah's party at semb park. Went thr in th end. Practically wasted my
time lahh. Reached thr, gave her th cakes i bought, & off to find xinqi, sam,
darry,jinrong at some area of th park lahh. Hhahah, th only topic me& xinqi
can chat about is you know ahem. Tsk. HAPPY BELATDED BIRTHDAY! -SAM :D
**though he wont be viewing it.

HOLIDAYYYYYYYYS. REJOICE WITH ME:D i smelled so smelly now! :x Rollerblade,cathing,run here & thr at my corridor. Tsk, i know it's childish.
But sometimes, at least it remind of your childhood times. Was like supposed
to go out today. But everything ruin you see. So yupps, rot at home :x