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♥ Date: Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Mugging tmr, and last paper on friday. Awesome max ^^
After that go eat dinner. Tze char okay!
Went town ytd, no loots ): Took photos and i luv the colour on my hair.
Out later to watch movie. hehehe. I wna curl/straighten my hair. So indecisive of me :/
I wna dye my hair soon but before that i must either choose to curl or straighten my hair.
Zzz, i wna work soon too. Money makes the world go round.
How good if i can win the 80k from the mac monopoly thingy. Shall update later.
♥ Date: Monday, November 8, 2010
CAN'T BELIEVE O'S IS FINISHING, LAST PAPER.
DONT KNOW I WILL DO WELL FOR O'S NOT ):
YEAH, TIME TO ENJOY NOW. UH, ONE MORE PAPER TO GO ON FRIDAY AND NO MORE STUDYING. YEAHHHH :D
TODAY CAMBRIDGE IS BEING NICE(Y)
HEALTHCARE CAME OUT AND I STUDIED! WANTED TO TURN ARD AND TELL WANJUN 'YES AH' BUT LATER KENA CAUGHT FOR CHEATING. LOL. I GET B4 i happy alr.
F&N BEING SUCHA BITCH, STUDY FUCKING HARD. END UP COME OUT THOSE IRRELEVANT WANT. OKAY, BETTER THAN NEVER STUDY. HOPEFULLY I CAN B3 I ALSO HAPPY ALR THOUGH I WANTED TO GET A2 ):
HAHA. HOLIDAY MOOD LIAO. I CAN BLACKSHOT ALL I WANT, I CAN SHOP, EAT BUFFET GO OUT PLAY, WORK ALL I WANT. HAPPY MAX ^^
HEHE. I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR TO COPPER BLONDE, CURL MY HAIR :D
BUT MONEY DONT COME OUT FROM BACKSIDE ):
I GET SO MOODY WITHOUT YOUR TEXT ):
I DONT WANT TO BE A STUPID TO HAVE A QUARREL WITH YOU BEFORE WE MEET AND AFTER WE MEET ANYMORE. MAKES ME FEEL SO UPSET ONLY. ZZZ.
YEAH, LOOKING FORWARD TO SAT. HEHEHEHEHE.
BEEN SUCHA LONG TIME I GO TOWN & WATCH MOVIE, EAT, SHOP.
ANYWAY, JOB HUNTING NOW. BOOO.
I SHALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN AND PUT PHOTOS IN IT WHEN I'M NOT LAZY :/
♥ Date: Thursday, November 4, 2010
I'm trying to dl blackshot while waiting and i'm here blogging. I guessed nobody bothers to come my blog anymore :D IS OKAY, HAHA.
SO many things happened during this period of time. Dont know how to put it to words and i guessed only closed ones would know what happened.
omg, left with like 3 more papers till the end of o's! i dont know if i would screw my o's up ): i'm just more than contented if i would have 15 points ):
Sigh. Someone is angry with me right now ); So much of being a stupid to put that photo onto fb. Hais. Also not purposely de ): Be it when we say goodbye or when we're meeting soon, something is bound to happen and we'll quarrel. Dont know what else to say ): Just hope over the night you would ease your anger ):
Sometimes, i just dont know who to open up to. Sigh, so much of problems during o's. & now, o's is ending soon. Everything is gna come back again. I know, this is karma.
Okay, once again. A sleepless night. Thanks so much for bringing those tears on my eyes. You would never know how i felt when you said those words. Thanks, and i'm sorry.
♥ Date: Monday, September 13, 2010
3o DAYS TO O'LEVEL.
it's been almost one month, one week since we broke up. you still can't think.
so many things happened during this period of time. I would say you make me hate you for what you did by smashing the bottle right outside my house. Never did i expect you to do that b'cos i know that was one of the memories we had. Fucking heartpain when i know you did that. And that was the instance that i told myself i've given up everything thoroughly. I cried and cried and cried almost every night during the first few days.
I dont know how to express how i'm feeling now.
B'cos you make me hate you. H.A.T.E is all i can feel now.
What's with all these threatens?! You make me look like i own you a living.
_| Now just b'cos you think that you showed me you're brave enough to do all kind of things when you're angry. I swear if i have the chance i would stab you and let you die. Is either you die or i die.
Or never ever come back. Why can't you just think that i'm not the one for you.
Why can't you just think that i do not belong to you. Why can't you just leave me alone?
Okay, you said i betrayed you b'cos i told you i'll not leave you.
Maybe at the start i'm wrong to patch back. Maybe i'm wrong to hold on to this r/s.
You told me you would make my life miserable and all. Fuck all this shits!
Goodbye to our past, and hello to the present of us becomings friends only. I'm really really tired of everything and really really give up on the both of us. We're through.
When i'm with you, every moment you never fail to make me happy. I dont know why, but i'm really really happy deep down. You might not believe it, you might not know it. Do you know i felt so much happier? Do you know now, i'm so much dependent on you b'cos you're the one to come up on my mind when things happen and i would love to share it with you.
♥ Date: Wednesday, August 18, 2010
FUCKING DISAPPOINTED. ARE YOU ONE OF THE REASON TO MY FAILURE?
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING THAT WAY. SORRY.
TEXT NO ONE ABOUT MY RESULTS, PRACTICALLY NO ONE EXCEPT TATTOO WHICH HE'S OUTFIELD NOW. I DON'T WANT TO FACE THE FACTS, BUT I HAVE TO.
A TERRIBLE FEELING AFTER KNOWING HOW MANY TRIES I HAVE.
ONE AFTER ANOTHER BLOW.
I KNOW I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD, BUT I JUST CAN'T SEEMS TO DO THAT NOW.
HAVE A URGE TO TELL YOU MY RESULTS, BUT I KNOW TEXTING EACH OTHER NOW
WOULD ONLY MAKING ME FEEL WORST.
BEEN ALMOST ONE WEEK TO OUR SEPERATION, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE
LEADING A GOOD LIFE NOW, BUT I HOPE YOU ARE.
EVEN IF YOU'RE NOT, I'M EQUALLY NOT FINE EITHER B'COS I STILL CAN'T FORGET.
PPL DO ASK ME IF THERE'S A CHANCE AND SOME BELIEVED WE WOULD BE TGT AGAIN, BUT I DOUBT THERE WOULD BE THE CHANCE?
B'COS SOMETHINGS, I WOULD'NT KNOW HOW TO GIVE IN.
THERE WOULD ALWAYS BE A CRACK NO MATTER WHAT.
LOST YOU TWICE. WOULDN'T WANT IT TO END UP THRICE.
66 MORE DAYS TO O LEVEL. FEEL SO DOWN, KNOWING THAT ALL YOUR SUBJECTS ARE NOT COPING WELL AND I'M STILL DOING NOTHING EXCEPT PROCRASTINATING, LOOKING FORWARD TO THE LIFE AFTER O'S. WTF?!
OKAY, I NEED TO CHIONG FOR MY CWK. ENDING THIS WEEK. SUI LAHH.
♥ Date: Sunday, August 8, 2010
HELLO BLOG. I'M HERE. I' HERE TO LOOK AT THE PAST. I'M HERE TO SAY THAT EVERYTHING HAS ENDED. 080810. THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES, AND I HOPE YOU WOULD TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. SUPPOSED TO GO OUT ON TUESDAY TO SENTOSA WITH YOUR SISTER. BUT NOW? AS MUCH AS I WOULDN'T WANT, BUT EVERYTHING HAS TO COME TO AN END.
心真的很酸很酸
一直重複聽著周傑倫的 說了再見
有一句很適合形容現在的心情
“說了再見才發現再也見不到了'
她总是因为一点小事耍脾气，时
间久了，他厌倦了，不像以前那
样哄着她让着她了，他受不了她
的脾气了。
这次是无声的战争，两个人只是
静静地坐着。后来他还是舍不得
看她难过，哄了她。可是她却还
是不肯退步。
他第一次不理她，转身离开。她
想留住他，可那句话怎么也说不
出口。就这样让他离开了。
骄傲的公主再也忍不住泪水了，
她哭了，内心无力的哭泣，她没
想到男孩也会离开她，她没想到
男孩这次真的走了。
男孩子走的这几天 ，女孩一直都
在想，他这次是不是真的不要我
了……虽然很怕他离开自己，但是
骄傲的公主就是不肯先退步，心
里在等男孩像以前一样回来找
她。
都过了一个星期了，男孩始终没
有联系她。她发现她真的不能没
有他，女孩孤单的坐在地上回忆
着有他的日子，回忆着那点点滴
滴的过去 ~
她无助，她哭泣。刷牙的时候，
没有人再为自己准备好牙膏牙
刷，镜子里面现在是孤单单的一
个人。好想他。
男孩回到自己家，他抽着烟，内
心隐隐作痛，强忍着让自己不去
想她，可还是为她担心，不知道
她自己能不能照顾好自己。
好想让他再回到自己身边，哄着
她，陪着她。看着两个人的照
片，越想越心痛，越想越孤单。
但是那通电话却怎么都拨不出
去，编辑好的短信怎么都发不出
去。
只能靠酒精来麻痹自己，以为喝
醉了就没事了。但是喝醉了更想
她。
两个人都希望可以在看到他
（她）一眼。想在马路上寻找他
（她）的身影，可却总是向左走
向右走。
一个月过去了，他实在太爱她
了，不知道她现在气消了没有。
买了鲜花回来找她，家里却没
人。于是他在门外等她回来，想
着她淘气的样子，忍不住笑了。
不知道等了多久，她回来了。男
孩心想，从此以后不离不弃。再
也不会再她伤心的时候离她而去
了。 但是女孩却说“我已经有男
朋友了。”这句话犹如晴天霹雳。
抹杀掉了刚才的笑脸，半天才说
了一句话“能不能再说一句我爱
你 .
送天下情侣几句话
很多情侣都是这样，原本都很爱
对方，都想白头偕老，可最后还
是分手了那么最后的分手到底是
谁的错？虽然女孩有了新的男朋
友，但是她心里爱的还是他也许
只有时间才能抚平两个人内心的
创伤。不要说谁付出的比谁多，
爱情本来就是不平等的，没有多
与少之分，只有爱与不爱。错与
对，都不重要了…… 错过了时
间，追不回。把握好时间。不
要让自己后悔。
间久了，他厌倦了，不像以前那
样哄着她让着她了，他受不了她
的脾气了。
这次是无声的战争，两个人只是
静静地坐着。后来他还是舍不得
看她难过，哄了她。可是她却还
是不肯退步。
他第一次不理她，转身离开。她
想留住他，可那句话怎么也说不
出口。就这样让他离开了。
骄傲的公主再也忍不住泪水了，
她哭了，内心无力的哭泣，她没
想到男孩也会离开她，她没想到
男孩这次真的走了。
男孩子走的这几天 ，女孩一直都
在想，他这次是不是真的不要我
了……虽然很怕他离开自己，但是
骄傲的公主就是不肯先退步，心
里在等男孩像以前一样回来找
她。
都过了一个星期了，男孩始终没
有联系她。她发现她真的不能没
有他，女孩孤单的坐在地上回忆
着有他的日子，回忆着那点点滴
滴的过去 ~
她无助，她哭泣。刷牙的时候，
没有人再为自己准备好牙膏牙
刷，镜子里面现在是孤单单的一
个人。好想他。
男孩回到自己家，他抽着烟，内
心隐隐作痛，强忍着让自己不去
想她，可还是为她担心，不知道
她自己能不能照顾好自己。
好想让他再回到自己身边，哄着
她，陪着她。看着两个人的照
片，越想越心痛，越想越孤单。
但是那通电话却怎么都拨不出
去，编辑好的短信怎么都发不出
去。
只能靠酒精来麻痹自己，以为喝
醉了就没事了。但是喝醉了更想
她。
两个人都希望可以在看到他
（她）一眼。想在马路上寻找他
（她）的身影，可却总是向左走
向右走。
一个月过去了，他实在太爱她
了，不知道她现在气消了没有。
买了鲜花回来找她，家里却没
人。于是他在门外等她回来，想
着她淘气的样子，忍不住笑了。
不知道等了多久，她回来了。男
孩心想，从此以后不离不弃。再
也不会再她伤心的时候离她而去
了。 但是女孩却说“我已经有男
朋友了。”这句话犹如晴天霹雳。
抹杀掉了刚才的笑脸，半天才说
了一句话“能不能再说一句我爱
你 .
送天下情侣几句话
很多情侣都是这样，原本都很爱
对方，都想白头偕老，可最后还
是分手了那么最后的分手到底是
谁的错？虽然女孩有了新的男朋
友，但是她心里爱的还是他也许
只有时间才能抚平两个人内心的
创伤。不要说谁付出的比谁多，
爱情本来就是不平等的，没有多
与少之分，只有爱与不爱。错与
对，都不重要了…… 错过了时
间，追不回。把握好时间。不
要让自己后悔。
Hello, i miss you. I love you. But letting go perhaps will be the best for you and me.
Friends, i'll be fine (:
♥ Date: Friday, August 6, 2010
So not bothered to blog though i bother to go fb. 8 weeks left for o's.
Dont know what i'm doing. And soon, night study is gna start which is compulsory this time round.
Ytd went illuma with the usual clique, damn heng. Win jackpot.
Slacked ard, reached home at midnight.
First time 24 hour never contact, minus the time when
i'm in taiwan, the time we broke up. What are we trying to prove?
I doubt you even know i'm outside ytd, cos we never even msg each other.
Actually, for some things i haven been struggling long enough. I guess only bimbo know.
It's august, this was the time we broke up. History is gna repeat itself.
Like i said, if i would ever tear for you again. It's gna be the one last time.
I love you, willing to let go though..